IT'S WONDERFUL. AS IF FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE I'M HAPPY. I WENT AND EXERCISED, DID MY REGULAR ROUTINE IN SUNNYVALE. RETURNED HOME. ATE LEFTOVERS AND LOOK FORWARD TO MY XMAS HAM DINNER TOMORROW.
I MADE SOUP AND BROWN RICE. I CLEANED BURDOCK, CELERY, DRANK BEET DRINK. I DID MY CEREAL, VITAMIN PORTIONS FOR THE WEEK AND SEE THE MESSY HOUSE WITH FRESH EYES. I CAN CLEAN NOW. I'M NOT DEPRESSED FOR THE FIRST TIME IN 29 YEARS. ALMOST HALF MY LIFE. THE FIRST HALF WAS DENIAL, THE SECOND DEPRESSION AND NOW I'M FREE.
CLEOPATRA THE QUEEN OF DENIAL. CASSANDRA THE EMPRESS OF DEPRESSION. CASSANDRA WAS GRANTED FORESIGHT BY APOLLO BUT WAS CURSED BY DISBELIEF. I SEE LIFE PATTERNS WHERE OTHERS CHOOSE TO LIVE IN DENIAL, LAMENTING AND COMPLAINING. I'M OVER IT.
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