I'M STILL DEPRESSED. MY BACK IS A LITTLE BETTER BUT MY CIRCUMSTANCES ARE UNCHANGED. I'M GRATEFUL MY BACK IS BETTER. I'M FEELING FRUSTRATED AND THWARTED BY MYSELF.
I'M MISSING ERIC. THE YOUNGER BROTHER I NEVER HAD. HIS TWO YEAR DEATH 6/13 /2017, JUST 61 YEARS 10 DAYS. MOM WAS 80 YEARS 12 DAYS. EACH DEATH REMINDS ME OF THE OTHERS'. DAD'S DEATH A YEAR 8 MONTHS BEFORE AT 79. THE DAY SHE DIED I HEARD MOM YELLING AT HIM ABOUT HIS TOOTHPICKS LYING EVERYWHERE IN THE HOUSE.
MY SISTERS' BETRAYAL ANOTHER FORM OF DEATH. WHO I THOUGHT THEM TO BE IS DEAD FOREVER LINKED TO MOM'S UNHAPPY LIFE.
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