I STILL BELIEVE THE BEST IS NOW IN SPITE OF HOW I FEEL. I'M MORE MYSELF THAN I'VE EVER BEEN. I SPENT MOST OF MY LIFE NUMBED OUT. I COULDN'T FEEL. I WAS CUT OFF FROM MYSELF. I'D SHUT DOWN TO PROTECT MYSELF FROM THE ABUSE AND TORTURE. TO FEEL ANYTHING BUT HUMILIATION SHAME IS NEW. EVEN HAPPINESS CAN FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE WHEN IT'S NEW.
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