chased away the food group that gathers every weekend trading groceries. they usually stand around talking.
i'm feeling fear and anxiety probably the downside of enjoying the peace and quiet yesterday. processing years of fears holidays bring. never sure of the level of family violence anticipated. poised ready to run hide. such an expenditure of energy. i'm feeling tired. i cooked sewed sorted all yesterday. productive satisfying. i don't have to gym 2 unless i want.
got home 3:30. drove past cost co gas. a thousand others same idea of fill up. entire parking lot packed. drove back way. took out garbage added street and recycle bins.
i'm watching romance movies trying to figure them out. i know none of my relationships worked because not a good fit. that's it.
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