Saturday, December 18, 2021

no line 1 pm

10 am left for gym 2 after warming up engine.  parking front door row.  found penny water fountain, shampooed, soaked and stretched.  took my time dressing.  thought about picking up lunch wrong street for Wendy's stopped at burger king 2/1 whopper junior fries.  gave half to homeless in lot.  back way to Benton to Kiely to Homestead past st just no line 1 pm picked up meal gift cards to safe way not lucky's or smart final.  main i returned and borrowed movies, charged chrome, gamed 'til 2.  parking lot i listened to healing came home and watched concentration marathon.  back hip good.  put away groceries, dinner soup added can chicken.  perfect peace. 

the decades marathon this weekend the 'Monkees'.  even as a child i could only take so much of adults behaving incomprehensibly i had my parents and didn't find it entertaining.  my parents never matured no matter how old.  dad at 79 and mom at 80.  

water softener warning light flashing and all the ptsd chemicals cascading through my body.  mom and dad panicked tearing and rending all around them.  alien and nit were so great at hiding.  my autism deer in the headlights taking the abuse.  

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