APPEARANCES

MAYBE MOM BECAME HYACINTH BOUQUET WHEN DAD'S  DAD SUICIDED 8/24/1949.  SHE MIGHT HAVE BEEN AFRAID DAD WOULD KILL HIMSELF.  SHE EXCUSED HIS BEHAVIOR AND TRIED TO MAKE HIM HAPPY THE ONLY WAY SHE KNEW.

SHE TAUGHT AIL AND MIT APPEARANCES.  I'M LUCKY SHE GAVE ME TO BABAN FOR MY FIRST TWO YEARS.  SHE PROBABLY WAS AFRAID I WAS DAD'S DAD CAME BACK.  SHE FOUND HIM HANGING IN THE FRONT YARD. 

SHE LIVED IN FEAR.  I BET HER OWN MOM NEVER KNEW DAD'S DAD HUNG HIMSELF.  BABAN TOOK CARE OF ME MY FIRST TWO YEARS. 

YESTERDAY A YOUNG HOMELESS COUPLE TOOK OVER THE PUZZLE TABLE.  I DIDN'T THINK TOO MUCH OF IT BECAUSE I KNOW THEY'LL MOVE ON AND BE GONE.  THEY MADE A BIG PRODUCTION OF BEING IN LOVE, KISSY FACE.  I IGNORED THEM.  GERDA MADE A COMMENT AT LUNCH.  I TOLD HER HOMELESSNESS IS AN ATTITUDE.  WARM, WONDERFUL, CONSIDERATE PEOPLE WILL ALWAYS FIND A HOME.  THEY RESPECT OTHER PEOPLE.  

THAT'S WHY PEOPLE LIKE ME.  I COULD NEVER FIGURE WHY MY FAMILY HATES ME.  THEY JUST DO.

I CHANGED THE BACKGROUND COLOR AND DON'T KNOW HOW TO RESET IT.

IRONIC.   APPEARANCE.

I'M WATCHING AROUND THE WORLD IN 80 DAYS 2004.  STEVE COOGAN AND JACKIE CHAN.  SO MUCH FIGHTING.  I HATE VIOLENCE.  IT'S A SILLY STORY, I PREFER THE 1956 DAVID NIVEN, CANTINFLAS VERSION.  IT'S A COMPLETELY DIFFERENT STORY.

3:15 I DECIDED TO STAY HOME.  I SLEPT,  GOT MY SUPPLEMENTS READY FOR THE WEEK.  BASICS.  I CAN'T BELIEVE HOW I DID THE GUTTERS, YARD, EVERYTHING THAT KEPT ME SICK.  KEEPING UP APPEARANCES FOR THE FAMILY.

SO THE HOUSE AND YARD ARE A WRECK, THE REALITY OF THE FAMILY.