DEVELOPMENTALLY I FEEL LIKE ME. THEY DID EVERYTHING TO SQUASH ME. MOM ENCOURAGED AILEEN TO BULLY ME, ME TO BULLY MIT. I COULDN'T DO IT. IT MADE ME TOO SAD. I LEARNED TO PUSH IT DOWN. COMPARTMENTALIZE.
60 YEARS OF MISERY. I'M COMING AWARE. EVEN IF I NO LONGER EXIST THERE I'M TIRED. I SUPPOSE I'M RECOVERING. LIFE IS A SINE WAVE. HIGHS AND LOWS. CRESTS AND TROUGHS.
I WAS A SCRAWNY KID WITH NO ONE TO LOVE ME. GOD ALWAYS LOVED ME.
I FORCED MYSELF TO DO THEIR BIDDING TO SURVIVE, MINIMIZE THE ABUSE. I'M TIRED.
FALLING FORWARD AND CATCHING MYSELF.
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