feeling lonely

I HAVE SO MUCH COMPANY ON THE OTHER SIDE.  I MUST BE BETTER.  I CAN FEEL LONELY.  USUALLY I JUST AVOID FEELING SICK OR TOO MUCH PAIN.  LONELINESS IS A STEP UP.  OR HAVE I ADJUSTED TO THIS LEVEL.  WAIT AND SEE.

I'M FEELING INTIMIDATED BY "AILEEN/"/CINDY NEXT DOOR.  IT MAKES ME SAD.  I LOVE MY SISTERS.  WE SURVIVED CRAZY MOM AND DAD.  BUT THE COST IS SO HIGH.  I'M DOING AND BEING ALL I CAN.  AS I RAISE MY VIBRATIONS I'LL DRAG THEM ALONG.

MY BODY HURTS FROM THE LITTLE BIT I DID YESTERDAY.  I WAS CAREFUL TO WORK EARLY AND GET PLENTY OF REST.

11:13- I DON'T WANT TO GO "HOME".  I WANT TO SIT IN MY CAR AND DO MONOPOLY.  I'M GETTING HUNGRY.  I'M AT LUCKY'S PARKED IN THE SHADE.  I GOT MY FREE TEA.  AND CLEARANCE COCONUT SNACKS.  I COULD HANG OUT HERE.  I'M SO TIRED.

I DID MY SUNDAY ROUTINE OF EXERCISE AND SHOPPING.  I FORGOT SALADS.  BACK TO THE STORE.  I'M FEELING BETTER.

5:30 I'M SLEEPY.  NEXT DOOR PUT OUT THE TREE TRIMMING.  AND IT MAY RAIN. 

I'M DOING MONOPOLY TICKETS.  MAYBE 150. 

WHAT A SILLY GIRL AM I.  I JUST REALIZED I BOUGHT CLEARANCE CHOCOLATE CROISSANTS WHEN I HAVE ALL THOSE FREE COUPONS.