I GET IT

MY BACK AND STOMACH TROUBLES STARTED AS A CHILD AND MY BODY IS FINALLY RESOLVING THOSE BASIC EMOTIONAL ISSUES.  I LEARNED TO ALLEVIATE THE SYMPTOMS.  TO IGNORE WHAT I HADN'T THE ABILITY TO CHANGE.

I HAD TO GO SHOPPING LAST NIGHT TO ACKNOWLEDGE THE DENIED DESIRES I HAD AS A CHILD.  I HAD TO BE TIRED AND STILL ENOUGH TO HEAR MYSELF.  TO KNOW WHAT I WAS FEELING.  I WANT TO BE CARED FOR AND TO CARE.  MY NEEDS WERE IGNORED AS A CHILD.

I WAS SO LONELY AS A CHILD.  FEELING ALONE WHILE BEING TORTURED AND ABUSED.   THE WORST KIND OF ATTENTION.  AND I'M AFRAID OF ATTENTION.  I ASSOCIATE ATTENTION WITH ABUSE.

ADULTS WHO FEEL LONELY ARE STILL TRAPPED IN THAT CHILDHOOD ISOLATION.  MEN AND WOMEN DESPERATE ENOUGH TO SETTLE FOR THE CHILDHOOD TRAP.  AND THEY ONLY RE CREATE THE PAST IN AN UNCONSCIOUS DESIRE TO HEAL.  WHEN THEY STAY STUCK WITHOUT DOING THE WORK REQUIRED THEY LEAVE THE RELATIONSHIP PHYSICALLY SPIRITUALLY EMOTIONALLY OR ALL 3.  MOVING ON TO RE CREATE THE SAME RELATIONSHIP OVER AND OVER.

SEE HARVILLE HENDRIX, GAY AND KAITLYN HENDRICKS.

EVERY PHYSICAL CONDITION HAS ITS ROOTS IN THE PSYCHIC ENERGY.

WHEN WE CAN UNDERSTAND AND CONTROL PSYCHIC ENERGY WE WILL ERADICATE DIS EASE.  ERGO "FAITH" HEALERS.  ENERGY HEALERS.