i'm feeling restless. my bum is better. i'm relaxed. weird feeling more than one feeling at a time. i'm not used to it. my alcoholic upbringing resists.
alcoholism is the ultimate result of bullying. bullying is the mild acceptable violence encouraged by capitalism competition. do what you must to get ahead of the next guy.
i finished reading going my own way by gary crosby and was struck between the eyes by page 281 the alcoholic dread of overwhelming impending doom and page 286 alcoholics don't have relationships they take hostages. the story of my life. it drove bing crosby to terrorize his boys so that 2 shot themselves and all were alcoholics.
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