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i paid discover ready pge walmart.  a million details.  car needs gas.

dr david makes a lot of sense.  vague feelings of disquiet are pre verbal danger signals triggered by past family experience waiting for the other shoe to drop.  my childhood was scary and unhappy of course the warning system is still protecting me.

sunnier than i expected.  i hoped all the santa cruz smoke i can smell would cool the temp but no.  4 major fires.

i filled car, went to seniors, walmart paid pge and checked medicare freebies.  h2o2 only 88 cents costs a dollar at $tore.  huh.  drove to campbell noon ate my lunch leisurely.  1 pm waited for library to open.  people drove up drove away.  i returned judy walk up closed due to poor air quality.  so i couldn't pick up jumanji.  i felt cheated bait and switch like mom adding on chores for 5 measly dollars.  nothing on web about arbitrary closing.. 

so i drove to seniors for cooling got there before 1;30 opening.  96 in the shade.  i asked to watch fire news.  newbie scotch woman irritating constantly talking to her wheelchair man without mask sat 4 feet from me.  i moved.  he rolled away from her too.  she'd repeat the cc minutes after on screen as if she knows something.  first time she did it i said yeah i read it.  when they left i moved back.  leaving  6 pm 91 o by time home 85.  much better.  still one day chicken dinner.