eh

I'M TIRED OF SLEEPING LIKE A BABY, WAKING EVERY 2 HOURS TERRIFIED.

I'M FEELING SO UPSET WATCHING MEDIUM 6 FEELS LIKE RELIEF.  TO HAVE A REASON TO FEEL UPSET.  TOM IS SO TIED TO THE MEMORIES OF MY TRAGIC FAMILY.  HIS OWN NOT MUCH HEALTHIER.  BUT HE'S MUCH MORE IN DENIAL.

HE NEVER LISTENS TO ME AND DENIES MY FEELINGS BECAUSE HE'S DENYING HIMSELF.  HOW CAN ANYONE BE HAPPY WITHOUT BEING COMPLETE.  DENIAL ALWAYS FAILS LONG TERM.  LYING TO ONESELF WILL POP UP IN HEALTH.  THE BODY WORKS TO HEAL THE SPIRIT.  SPIRIT IS THE ONLY THING THAT WE HAVE FOREVER.

DENIAL SABOTAGES RELATIONSHIPS.  HIS DENYING ME AND MY FEELINGS.

OH, WELL.

GERDA GAVE ME HER OLD PURPLE LANDS END SWEATER VEST.  NICE MATERIAL.  NEEDS WASH.

TOM CALLED ME AT 3 TO TELL ME ALL ABOUT HIS DENTIST VISIT AND TO POSTPONE AGAIN.  LUNCH NOON SATURDAY SENIORS.  TYPICAL.