I'M THANKFUL

I HAVE PEACE AND COMFORT.  MY CHAOTIC CHILDHOOD I WANTED PEACE AND COMFORT.  I NEVER SPECIFIED MORE.  I WAS A CHILD.

THAT CHILD HAS CREATED AN EXTERNAL CHAOS TO MIRROR BALANCE THE INTERNAL CHAOS OF MY CHILDHOOD.  GETTING IT OUT OF ME INTO THE WORLD TO RELEASE.

I'VE BEEN AWAKE SINCE 4;30.  I'M WATCHING FIRST SEASON OF MEDIUM.  I GUESS I NEVER REALLY PAID ATTENTION IN 2005.  I WAS STILL BEDRIDDEN.  IT'S BEEN SYNDICATED AND I WATCH ON TV SOMETIMES.  I'VE NEVER BEEN ALONE EITHER.

I GOT THE DVD FROM COUNTY LIBRARY FOR BINGE WATCHING THIS WEEKEND.  I HAVE 'TIL NEXT MONDAY.

i went to exercise 10;30.  unheard of.  i didn't hurt.  miracle.  left 24 hour noon and parked 2 blocks at library.  short line inside.  i saw walter and sat with him.  cathy was there and thanked me for only card.  stayed 'til 2 and car rallied to 1st.  better potatoes.  all white attitude.  i noticed mini eric homeless.  came home 4;30. 

I'M FEELING RATHER GOOD.  ST CLARE BETTER FOOD & PEOPLE.  i thought of calling villa serena didn't.  not time yet.