i went out noon to pick up fruit and the sidewalk was covered in fence. i freaked out tried to pick it up. my back neck talking to me. right side skull is still sore. i called Jason from June weed clearing fireman Nick answered. city closed holiday. he offered to call around to find out what to do. when he called back he had permission from his captain to come by 2:30-3. he showed up 3:30 surveyed situation and called for another firetruck. waiting i told him of taking care of mom and dad and he shared after his divorce he moved next door to his parents in Saratoga with his daughter. he's second gen fire fighter. i advised him to hire professionals to care for his parents as they age. it's too hard emotionally as well as physically.
i woke racked with pain. it's taken all day to work through the pain. my tailbone is sore. my face and body itch from the high winds blowing. i showered exercised computed. i don't care no guilt. i'm no longer obsessing. hurray!! i was late picking up lunch toke was later. i gave her avocados. hurray i didn't have to drop at her home.
i mailed Halloween cards, used expiring just 4 u coupons safe way 5 soup, stag chili, 98 cent lettuce for $3.58. felt so successful i went Walmart paid pge and bought nicotine gum. home 1:30 i wasn't hungry but i ate my gristly lunch before my blood sugar drops and i get the shakes like yesterday.
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