FEAR

FALSE
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FEAR IS INNATE.  FEAR AND LOVE ARE HARDWIRED.  BABIES HAVE EMOTIONS.  EMOTIONS ARE CHEMICAL.  WHICH IS WHY CHEMICAL ADDICTIONS ARE SO TRADITIONAL.  HANK WILLIAMS JR 'FAMILY TRADITION.'  DRUGS, ALCOHOL, FOOD, EVERYTHING PHYSICAL IS CHEMICAL.  CHEMICAL = PSYCHOLOGICAL AND VICE VERSA.  WE MUST LOVE.  WHY WE HAVE SO MANY BAD RELATIONSHIPS.

FEAR IS A CHOICE.  WE CAN HOLD ONTO OR CHANGE IT. 

I WASN'T ALLOWED A LIFE.  MY FRIENDS WERE CRITICIZED AND UNWELCOME.  SO I DIDN'T KEEP ANY.  MY SUCCESSES WERE JUST LUCK.  I WASN'T ALLOWED ANY POSITIVE ATTRIBUTES.  I WAS LABELED WEIRD, CRAZY, LAZY, SNEAKY.  WHAT WAS REALLY WEIRD WAS OVERHEARING MY MOM BRAGGING ABOUT ME ON THE PHONE AS IF SHE ACCOMPLISHED MY SUCCESSES.  LATER I LEARNED ABOUT PSYCHOLOGICAL PROJECTION.  YOU CAN'T SEE WHAT YOU DON'T HAVE WITHIN YOU.  JUDGE NOT LEST YE BE JUDGED.  YOU JUDGE YOURSELF BY WHAT COMES OUT OF YOUR MOUTH..

MY BACK IS PRESENTING ME WITH THE OPPORTUNITY TO EXAMINE MY LIFE AND DECIDE WHAT, WHERE, WHO I WANT TO BE.  I WANT TO BE PHYSICALLY STRONG AND HEALTHY.  I AM KIND = I TREAT OTHERS AS THEY TREAT ME.  GOLDEN RULE.  HINDUISM.