resistance

I WOKE KNOWING THE REPROGRAMMING IS WORKING.  THE LEVEL OF RESISTANCE IS IN MY DNA.  I'M CHANGING ON A CELLULAR LEVEL. 

THOUGHTS ARE THE ONLY THING WE CAN CONTROL.  WE CAN IMPROVE HEALTH ONLY THROUGH THINKING.  OUR THOUGHTS GENERATE CHEMICALS AND CHEMICALS DIRECT BODY FUNCTIONS, EMOTIONS, THOUGHTS.  WE CAN CONTINUE THE CYCLE STAY ON THE SAME PATH OR INTERRUPT AND REDIRECT TO A NEW DESTINATION.

I'M STILL WORRYING OVER WHAT TO DO.  I'M STILL REMINDING, RE MINDING, MYSELF I NEED NOT WORRY.  THAT'S DEEPLY INGRAINED FROM BEFORE BEING BORN.  I KNOW MOM AND DAD MADE WORRY A FAMILY TRADITION.  IF ONLY SOMETHING POSITIVE COMES FROM IT.  (SIGH) 

I WENT TO WALMART FOR GUM AND BOUGHT HALF ROTISSERIE CHICKEN 2.25.  WHOLE 7.97 GO FIGURE.  MUST BE DIFFERENT SIZED BIRDS.  SO I'M SET FOR DINNER.  SUPPLEMENTAL LUNCH TOO IF IT'S TINY.  I FORGOT MY MASK VALLEY FAIR SAFEWAY.  GOT 3 FREE THINGS AND 14 GAME PIECES.  RUNNING OUT.  ONE MORE WEEK.

9;45 DELIBERATED GETTING IN LUNCH LINE OR WASHING LAUNDRY.  EARLY OR LATE.  I DECIDED TO CHECK OUT LINE.  NEVER BEEN SO EARLY.  3 CARS AT 10.  TUESDAYS TRADITIONALLY PACKED.  DON'T KNOW WHY.  FRIDAYS I FIGURE 2 MEALS. 

I CAN DO WASH TOMORROW.