MY LITTLE BROTHER. I'M STILL MISSING MY LITTLE BRO. I WANTED TO MAKE HIS LIFE EASIER BUT DOESN'T FEEL LIKE I DID. AT LEAST HE HAD STEPHANIE WHEN HIS DAD WAS MURDERED IN FRONT OF HIS EYES. SHE WAS MORE LIKE ROSE/AILEEN THAN I WANTED TO ADMIT TO MYSELF. OR MAYBE COULD HAVE ADMITTED TO MYSELF. WOULDN'T HAVE MADE A DIFFERENCE. ERIC NEVER LISTENED TO ME. NEVER VALUED ME. LIKE HIS MOTHER NEVER VALUED HIM. I CAN STILL SEE THE LOOK OF DISBELIEF AND SHOCK ON HER FACE WHEN ERIC DIED IN O'CONNOR'S HOSPITAL 6/13/2017 TEN DAYS AFTER HIS 61 BIRTHDAY. HIS ROOM WAS FILLED WITH SWEETS. SUGAR FEEDS CANCER.
I'M RESOLVED TO MOM DYING MAY 13, 2001. IT'S TAKEN 19 YEARS. ERIC'S DEATH IS STILL TOO SAD AND RAW. I KNEW HIM 25 YEARS.
I'M FEELING SO ANGRY AT LIFE.
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