TV

OR NOT TV, THAT IS THE QUESTION.  BOOKS AND TV WERE MY ESCAPE FROM THE ADDAMS/MUNSTER FAMILY.  TV BECAME MY FAMILY FROM 8 YEARS OLD WHEN WE GOT ONE.

LOTS OF PEOPLE MUST HAVE MONSTER FAMILIES THEREFORE THE POPULARITY OF MONSTER THEMED SHOWS.

WITH GOD ALL THINGS ARE SIMPLE AND EASY.  AS I WAS LEAVING I CUT DOWN THISTLES AROUND LILAC.  E Z P Z.   AND I STARTED TO CRITICIZE MYSELF FOR TODD'S OVER GROWING KIWI VINES AND STOPPED MYSELF.  THAT'S DAD'S GOOD BUDDY NOTHING TO DO WITH ME. 

JUST REALIZED AFTER CALLING GREEN SMOG ABOUT RETEST AND $10 EXTRA FOR OLDER CAR ERIC'S DEATH DAY COMING UP.  EVEN THOUGH HE DIED JUNE 2017 HE'S STILL TAKING CARE OF ME AND MY CARS.  JUNE 2018 I GOT THE OVERWHELMING URGE TO SHOP FOR A CAR ONLINE AND WHEN I FINALLY TEST DROVE PALO ALTO TOYOTA I KNEW IT WAS NEXT CAR.  MY CAR ANXIETY.  MY MOBILITY.  I DROVE THE 1998 HAD 60 K MILES WHEN I BOUGHT IT FOR 10 YEARS.  MY 2008 30 K MILES WHEN I BOUGHT IT.  I HAVEN'T OWNED TOO MANY CARS.  DODGE, DATSUN, SENTRA, COROLLA, AND COROLLA.  EACH ONE A LITTLE BETTER.

SITTING GREEN SMOG SUNNYVALE FEELING ANXIETY MY FREEDOM, MOBILITY.  OK IT DIDN'T PASS.  I CALLED CARLOS ASKED HIS ADVICE FOR SMOG AND REPAIR.  I ASKED HOW HIS EYE SURGERY WAS GOOD.  HE SAID BRING IT NEXT WEEK AND HE'LL CHECK OXYGEN SENSOR OLD OR OK.  MONDAY MEMORIAL DAY OR TUE. 

STOPPED AT BK FOR 2/1 WHOPPER DINNER.  I LOVE COUPONS.

AND MY BACK IS SO SORE.  ESPECIALLY PELVIS AND HIPS.  ALMOST NAUSEA.  AND MY NECK IS POPPING AND CRACKING.  I USED TO THINK IT WAS ALL IN MY NECK UNTIL I REALIZED THE SOUND TRAVELS UP MY SPINE AND I CAN ONLY HEAR IT WHEN IT GETS TO MY EARS.

I'M FEELING EXHAUSTED.  EMOTIONALLY PHYSICALLY.