HIPPOS-HYPOCRITES

NO THERE ARE SKINNY HYPOCRITES.  AILEEN STARVED HERSELF ON A REGULAR BASIS.  HER ATTEMPT TO NOT BE MOM AND YET BOTH AILEEN AND MITZI ARE THE SPITTING IMAGES.  MOM'S YO YO DIETING.

I'VE MANAGED TO BALANCE MY EMOTIONAL WITH PHYSICAL PAIN.  THIS TIME I'M WELL AWARE AND IT'S A CONSCIOUS CHOICE.  YESTERDAY I WORE MY BRACE AND ORGANIZED, GARDENED, FINISHED REMODELING THE JUMPER TO MY SATISFACTION.  WOKE UP WITH CAR, TEETH NIGHTMARES I FELT OK, LOWER BACK RIGHT HIP NEEDING STRETCHING.  3 HOURS MOVIN' AND GROOVIN' I'M FEELING GOOD.  NO ANXIETY PANIC ANGER OR FEAR.

I PUT OUT ANTS ON CHICKEN BONES AND RECYCLE IN BIN.  SUPPLEMENTS ARE READY FOR THE WEEK.  I'M THINKING PASTA FAGIOLI FOR LUNCH. 

LIFE IS ONE BIG EXPERIMENT TO ME. 

1 PM I STARTED SHAKING.  I FORGOT TO EAT NOT FEELING HUNGRY.   LOW BLOOD SUGAR.  I DID FINISH TURNING THE SKIRT/SHORTS INTO A SKIRT.  IT WAS TOO HOT, THICK AND HEAVY.

I USED THE QUICK MAC TO COOK RED WHITE GREEN PASTA AND ADDED BAKED BEANS. 

I FIGURED OUT THE 2014-15 BLOCK.  MITZI, CRAIG AND THE BOYS CHANGED THE LOCKS AND SANDED THE FRONT DOOR TO KEEP IT FROM SCRAPING WHEN SHE CAME SCAVENGING.  THEY LEFT A QUARTER INCH GAP AT BOTTOM THE WINTER WIND CAME SCREAMING THROUGH.  THEY WOULDN'T FIX IT.  I SET A PIECE OF WOOD IN FRONT OF THE GAP AND STEPPED OVER THE PLANK.  JULY MY RIGHT LEG COLLAPSED AS I WAS STEPPING OVER THE BOARD FALLING ON THE CONCRETE PORCH  BRUISING MY RIGHT SIDE AND WRENCHING MY NECK.  I'M STILL REHABBING THE PINCHED NERVE IN MY LOWER BACK.