my back feels compressed. and i don't have the energy. i woke at 2. i watched dale evans dvd. now split second is taking my focus off how i feel. i forgot spare the air started midnight. i'm coughing and tired. lasts 'til midnight tonight. i can't breathe like the night i dreamed i was drowning.
denial's how i managed to take care of my parents. i ignored my body. i distracted myself by focusing on them.
my dreams are full of loving people. and i'm whole, healthy and strong. i'm happy in my dreams surrounded by love.
2 pm i'm finally warm enough to remove my robe. i may be reacting to my flu shot.
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