what does it mean?
wheel of fortune solution wrong for the first time. jovial not joyful guy.
Walter in rare neg form. I had to run to library before I beaned him. talking to hear himself talk. I told him I couldn't take it. I don't want any pain. he's a big pain. he loves his pain.
I miss Toke.
I'm feeling full of light. what addicts search for fulfillment. I can feel desolate at the same time fluctuating up and down the sine curve of life.
Ruben left chips from St Just and Bonnie thought they were for her when I picked them up from outside in the planter. if he wanted her to have them seems like he would just hand them to her. she feels entitled and let the whole room know I picked them up. she feels entitled. probably why she voted no for measure A. she said because she knew it would pass. CRAZY!
still unhelpful. I asked librarian to clean disc excuses not to do it. what goes around comes around.
9:02 sunny seniors 10 minute line. maybe 'cause others closed.
I showered at 24, went to Cup drop off then $unny had fish oil and frozen mix veg. I still had half an hour I bought Sprouts clearance muffins and blueberry pie.
Walmart has frozen BBQ pork fried for $6 reg price. how much do I want it?
I played at Sunny from 11-5 when David showed up after work I gave him my Xmas puzzle.
cycling through emotions feeling sick. mom complained frequently feeling sick. mitt too. same same. except I'm not connected to mitt. or Tom M. he left a message Sat 5:07 pm b-4 crisis. and I didn't need him. huh. he was upset when I didn't need him yet he was never there for me when I did.
I remembered Citibank due today, left it on my steering wheel. I decided to check Walmart's fish oil was too expensive I bought beets and used my medicare. I paid $30 on PGE, got my flu shot, maybe covid shot next week.
pharmacy said I needed 2 I got, pneumonia and shingles which gave me shingles.
I finally remembered to google 'little rascals' no mention of orphans and Dame Steve died Aug 9, 2025.
I can't be the first person locked into the underground parking. there were 4 teens loitering at closing time trying to get locked in. according to the signs the library has CC TV.
today I'm taking no chances. I'm loaded with hematite and keeping on my bass shirt. I'm emotionally exhausted.
my black loafers are nicely softened. I'm having a self indulgent day.
SUNDAY-watching "OUR GANG" I never knew they were orphans adopted yet remaining family. Auntie Katchan was rich I would have been loved and provided for dad was jealous.
I'm feeling desolate and never loved.
ooh, yeah. I ate b'fast at 5. I was hungry. I made a huge celery, diced tomato, krab, grated cheddar salad. didn't need dressing.
I forgot p'nuts for Trudy. she makes the best cookies and cakes. Trudy and Ken were early. Fred and Walter.
I may drop off county 11/11 when closed. parking will be excellent.
closing time the library I couldn't find my car keys. staff extremely unhelpful. I called Csaa while walking to the car and the keys were in the passenger door. oh me, oh my.
I definitely figured out the auto update.
google keeps trying to take over city wi-fi. keeps insisting unsafe. boils my onions.
Korean kitties puzzle a puzzler. pastel colors are soothing and difficult to differentiate.
Tory (Victoria) was fascinated by Dame Steve Shirley book, autism, I talked of Barry "Bear" Kaufman's son Raun's autism, Option Institute (Clyde Burton took a class $6 k in debt maxed out his credit cards), Dr Thomas Szasz, how I self diagnosed, etc.
I googled Option Institute as of 12/19 it's autism all the time. big change from 1983.
I'm so excited for the planet! we are the evolutionary solution to global warming.
