Friday, August 18, 2017

PREDATORvPREY

IT SEEMS THE NATURAL SYSTEM.  ALTHOUGH MORE PEOPLE SEEM TO BE WAKING UP.

THERE'S TO BE A NEW PROGRAM OF AN AUTISTIC DOCTOR THIS SEASON.

Thursday, August 17, 2017

OWWY

I'M STILL DOING THE BEST I CAN.  I'VE BEEN SO TIRED AND SLEEPY.  LISA ASKED IF I'M CRANKY TOO AND I'M TOO TIRED.

TODAY SAVER'S HAS T-SHIRTS $1.  I'LL THINK ABOUT IT.

Wednesday, August 16, 2017

HOOKY

I FORGOT DW FOR 3 DAYS.  MY SPIRITUAL VITAMINS.  I'M BACK ON TRACK TODAY WITH PRAY FOR OTHERS. 

YESTERDAY I SPENT ( COIN ) TIME WITH GARY TERPENING.  HE WANTED TO BOTHER ME.  MY CHOICE.   HE WARNED ME SITTING DOWN.  HIS EXACT WORDS.  I BELIEVE HE MAY SINCERELY WANT TO BE HAPPY.  THE PLANET NEEDS ALL THE GOOD VIBES IT CAN GENERATE.

I KEPT INSISTING HE SHUT OFF HIS TAPE.  FUNNY HOW PEOPLE GO INTO AUTOMATIC SO EASILY.  HABIT?

Tuesday, August 15, 2017

TANTRUMS

THE IC SABOTAGES WHEN UNHAPPY. 

I WANT TO KEEP MY IC HAPPY, PRODUCTIVE AND HEALTHY.

I GET TO THE COMPUTER ROOM AND I COULD LOOK OUT THE WINDOW AND NAP.

I HAD MY SNACK, LEFTOVER CASSEROLE FROM LUNCH.  MY JUICE. 

I CHOSE NO SAVERS OR ST. J.  I READ WHILE SNACKING AND I STILL WANT SOMETHING.  WHAT??

Thursday, August 10, 2017

1961

I'M BACK AT 1160 LAWRENCE STA. RD.  THE COLD TWO STORY HAUNTED HOUSE ON 1/4 ACRE.  THE BEGINNING OF THE DESTRUCTION OF THE FAMILY.

THAT'S WHEN DAD FREAKED AND SCREWED THE FAMILY.


Wednesday, August 9, 2017

OH WHAT TO DO

I DON'T KNOW.  THE GOOD PART IS I DON'T HAVE TO.

I went to spts b4, srs, mlib, st j, mlib, and home.



Tuesday, August 8, 2017

I HAD IT

AND I LOST IT, OR MISPLACED IT.  AT LEAST I FOUND MY PAPERS.  I STILL HAVEN'T FOUND THE CARDS.

T CALLED AFTER SRS, BBB, AAA, TO SAY I STILL HAVE TO BE HOME FOR THE SKYLIGHT.  THAT'S WHAT HE'S BEING PAID FOR, SO I DON'T HAVE TO DEAL WITH IT.  AT SOME POINT YES, NOW NO.  I GET TO CHOOSE.  I'M NOT A GROWN UP YET.  POSTPONE, PROCRASTINATE.  

AND GOD STILL LOVES ME.

I CALLED SCOTT AND HE NEEDS WEEK+HALF TO FINISH TWO JOBS. 

THIS NEVER ENDING REPAIR IS DAD ALL OVER AGAIN.  DAD ALWAYS DID WHAT HE WANTED NO MATTER WHO HAD TO SUFFER. 

I'm sleeping a lot.