Saturday, November 18, 2017

HUNGRY

I'M WATCHING HAPPIEST BABY DVD @ SOOTHING INFANTS.  I JUST REALIZE MY INSOMNIA IS BABY INDUCED.  IF I LEAVE THE SOUND GOING I CAN FALL ASLEEP AGAIN. 

Tuesday, November 14, 2017

I'M

FEELING SCARED.  I STILL HAVE A SENSE OF DOOM FROM THE FAM.  I WONDER HOW THE EVIL SIS' ARE.  HOW ARE THEY DEALING WHEN THEY HAVE EVEN MORE BAGGAGE.  I GUESS THE AGE OLD DUMP IT ON YOUR KIDS.  TWILIGHT ZONE HAD THE SIN EATER EPISODE.  A NEVER ENDING LOAD. 

Sunday, November 12, 2017

CARROTS&STICKS

THE LUNCHES AT SRS ARE CARROTS EVERY DAY.  COOKED, IN SOUP, IN SALAD, USUALLY IN 3 COURSES. 

THERE'S A CARROT IN FRONT OF ME AND A STICK BEHIND THAT I CAN'T SEE. 
AND IF I DON'T GO FORWARD, THAT STICK'S GONNA WALLOP ME.  GILROY 1985.



Tuesday, November 7, 2017

GROWING IS PAIN

YUCK.  BABIES CRY BECAUSE THE BODY GOES THRU' MONSTROUS CHANGES.  TEENS TOO. 

AND NOW CONTINUING THE CHEMICAL JOURNEY.  NO WONDER PEOPLE GET STUCK IN ADDICTION.  THE IDEA OF CONTROLLING THE CHEMISTRY IS ATTRACTIVE. 

IT WAS 41-F DEGREES  THIS AM.  AND I FORGOT MY SWIMSUIT AT HOME.  GOOD I KEEP SPARES IN CAR.

I STAYED AND PLAYED AT SRS AND I FEEL A LITTLE GUILTY FOR HAVING SO MUCH FUN.  AND I'M LEAVING TABLE 1 FOR 2. 

AND EVENTUALLY  I WANT SOMETHING BETTER.


Saturday, October 28, 2017

AND FEELING

MY EMOTIONS ARE NEW LIKE A BABY'S.  LIVING IN DENIAL IS MORE COMFORTABLE, LESS REWARDING, AND DOWNRIGHT DANGEROUS. 

IT LEADS ONE TO DENY REALITY AND IT'S CONSEQUENCES.  M&D DEMONSTRATED THAT PERFECTLY.  MY FEAR IS THAT VESTIGES OF DENIAL REMAIN AND I'LL MISSTEP.

Friday, October 27, 2017

HAPPY FRIDAY

3:30-83os.  SRS.

I GUESS I'LL HAVE TO GO UP ON THE HOUSE ROOF.  NO WORD FROM SCOTT-SKYLITE.  AND POSSIBLE RAIN IS FORECAST NEXT WEEK. 

MINNESOTA IS ALREADY BLIZZARDING.  WHO KNOWS MAYBE HERE WILL BE MILD.

@SRS I'M STAYING IN AND STRETCHING AND RELAXING.  WOW.  I'VE NEVER BEEN SO SELF-INDULGENT IN MY LIFE B4.  I BIKED DURING MILLIONAIRE AND JEOPARDY 1-2 PM.  I'M FEELING STRONGER AND MOST RELAXED.  SLEEPY. 

I PUZZLED AND READ AND ATE.  K GAVE ME A STAN'S DONUT.  SNACKBAR GAVE ME PBJ.  I HAVE BANANAS, APPLES, ORANGES.

                                            AWESOME

Wednesday, October 25, 2017

TWO MONTHS TO XMAS

I WAS COMPARING MY LIFE IN COMPLETE DENIAL AND WHAT I'M LIVING NOW. 

I DON'T KNOW.  I HAVEN'T FINISHED.