Friday, June 22, 2018

I PAY MY DEBTS

I JUST HAVE TO KEEP MY PRIORITIES STRAIGHT.

THIS MUST BE FATHER ISSUES WEEK.

I ACCIDENTALLY RECYCLED WEEPING WEREWOLF MONDAY.  AT LEAST THAT'S WHAT I FIGURE SINCE I CAN'T FIND IT ANYWHERE.  I BORROWED ANOTHER COPY YESTERDAY FROM CAMPBELL LIBRARY.  I READ DRAGON OF DOOM.  ONLY TAKES AN HOUR TO READ.   

THE WEEPING WEREWOLF IS THE BOY'S MISSING FATHER.

AND IN THE MY TEACHER IS AN ALIEN (AILEEN) SERIES PETER HAS FATHER PROBLEMS TOO.

HUH.


Thursday, June 21, 2018

I'M DOING ALRIGHT

I JUST HAVE TO REMEMBER:

SHE REFUSED TO TAKE MOM AWAY AND MOM ATTEMPTED SUICIDE. 

SHE COLLUDED TO EMBEZZLE.

SHE HAD THE NERVE TO COMPLAIN OF MISSING MOM AFTER I BEGGED HER TO VISIT MOM AND SHE WAS TOO BUSY.

SHE CONTINUES TO ASK ME WHAT I WANT SO SHE CAN DENY ME.


Wednesday, June 20, 2018

IT STILL HURTS-FATHER KILLERS

MIT CALLED WITH A BOGUS EXCUSE ABOUT JOB TRAINING.  SHE'S FEELING GUILTY ABOUT HER PARTICIPATION IN DAD'S DEATH.  AILEEN MANIPULATED HIM TO THE CHIROPRACTOR  AND MITZI AIDED HER IN DRIVING HIM TO DEATH.  LITERALLY. 

SHE WANTS ME TO THINK ABOUT SELLING MY HOUSE.  HER CHOICE TO COLLUDE WITH AILING AILEEN. 

AND MITZI IS STILL BEING MANIPULATED.  WHEN I MENTIONED AILING (AILEEN) SHE "LAUGHED" SHE'S TOO BOSSY.  DEFINITELY AILING AILEEN.  AND MANIPULATED MITZI.  LEARNED FROM MOM AND DAD.  I LEAVE THEM TO KILL EACH OTHER.

I HAVE TO EXPECT IT FATHER'S DAY.

EVERY TIME MIT STABS ME IN THE BACK IT STILL HURTS.  LOGICALLY I SHOULD BE USED TO IT BY NOW.  MAYBE SOME THINGS AREN'T POSSIBLE.  COME ON GOD.

I'VE DECIDED THE BEST REVENGE IS TO LIVE A LONG, HAPPY LIFE.


Sunday, June 17, 2018

CALCIFIED THINKING-FATHER'S DAY 2018

SOMEHOW I GOT THE NOTION THAT IF I DROVE 3.4 MILES TO CUPERTINO FROM G2 I HAD TO WAIT UNTIL THEY OPENED AT 10.  THEN IT OCCURED TO ME I COULD DROP OFF MY DVDS AND LEAVE.  SO FREEING.

I'M TAKING BACK MY WEEKENDS.  MY CAREER IN RETAIL REQUIRED MY WORKING WEEKENDS.  MY THINKING MADE EVERY WEEKEND WORK.  NO MORE.

I LIKE WAKING UP AT ALL HOURS.   I CAN SLEEP WHEN I WANT.

TODAY AT G2 I TRIMMED MY NAILS.  BLISSFUL TIME.  I DON'T HAVE TO BE ANYWHERE ANYTIME.

I NEVER IMAGINED AND YET HERE I AM.

I HAVE FOUR DIFFERENT BAGS OF CHIPS TO SAMPLE.  MORE BLISS.

I CAN HAVE PORK CHOPS OR HOT DOGS.  MY CHOICE.

MY DAD'S THINKING AND PROJECTION ON ME.


Saturday, June 16, 2018

LARA CROFT

I NEVER IMAGINED THE REMAKE WOULD BE A FATHER'S DAY MOVIE.  TOMORROW.

i walked to the store at 6 am for $.97 a lb strawberries.  i started sorting through the camouflage.  i'm able.  Wonderful.  I just have to remember to pace myself.

I was watching Mr Rogers Neighborhood on toddlers and noticed how seniors are in reverse gear.  So much for Benjamin Button.

I'm staying in so far.  Following guidance.

I'll go to the library tomorrow.  I have to return things.  i'm so jazzed Cupertino opens at ten and then over to city.  And Lucky's is 2X rewards.


Saturday, June 9, 2018

WAHHHH!

I'M FEELING FRUSTRATED.  I HAVEN'T FOUND MY CAR YET, I HAVE TO RENEW CHROME AT LIBRARY, OH I REMEMBERED HAPPY BIRDS TODAY AT CENTRAL.  I HAVE TO DECIDE ON WHAT TO HAVE FOR LUNCH.

SO MANY CHOICES.

I FINALLY DECIDED ON DOLLAR TREE BASCOM AT 8 A M.  ON TO WALGREEN'S MERIDIAN OUT OF STOCK, 24 HOUR SHOWER, SAVER'S I USED THE $5 COUPON, CAMPBELL LIBRARY DROP OFF PICK UP-BOOK SALE, WALGREEN'S SMOKES, SAFEWAY HOMESTEAD RB SANDWICH, ST JUSTIN, LIBRARY CHROMEBOOK EXCHANGE-WAITED FOR HAPPY BIRDS PARROT SHOW 1;30 TOO FULL, CAME HOME.