Monday, July 24, 2017

MATURITY CAN BE FUN

I LIKE THE POSSIBILITIES MATURITY BRINGS.  THERE'S SO MUCH MORE TO ENJOY.  SO MANY MORE THINGS TO DO AND BE. 


HEALTHY CAN BE FUN AND DELICIOUS. 



Saturday, July 22, 2017

INCLUDED

ALL A CHILD WANTS IS LOVE=  RECOGNITION, RESPECT, FAIR TREATMENT. 

THAT'S WHAT LOVE IS.  SIMPLE, NOT EASY IN AN EGO-CENTRIC WORLD. 

I STARTED THIS ENTRY TODAY TO ACKNOWLEDGE MY self AND REALIZE THAT'S ALL I NEED.  EVER.

IF THERE IS NEED, LOVE RECOGNIZES AND FILLS THE NEED.

Friday, July 21, 2017

NOSEGASMS

IT FEELS SO GOOD TO SNEEZE.  I GUESS BODY FUNCTIONS ARE PROGRAMMED TO FEEL GOOD.  OTHERWISE LIFE WOULD BE TOO UNCOMFORTABLE JUST BEING.  EVEN WITHOUT THE GLITCHES.  ie., GENERAL MAINTENANCE, EVERY DAY WEAR AND TEAR.

Thursday, July 20, 2017

HICCUPS

ONE OF THE SYMPTOMS I HAD IN 1972 AFTER I FELL.  AND THEY'RE BACK. 

Tuesday, July 18, 2017

I'M LEARNING EVERY DAY

I HAVE OVER 1 HUNDRED POSTS AND HAVE TO CHANGE THE CONFIGURATION TO GET TO ALL.  I CAN DO IT.  I DON'T KNOW IF I EVER KNEW HOW B4.  OF COURSE NOT, I DIDN'T HAVE THAT MANY POSTS. 

I LOVE THINKING SILENTLY.  SO MANY THINK OUT LOUD.  IS IT ATTENTION SEEKING?  THEY WOULDN'T HAVE LASTED.  M OR A WOULD HAVE SQUASHED THEM LIKE THE BUGS THEY ARE. 

OH, MY ACHING BACK AND LEGS.  FROM TODAY'S YARDWORK.

I LIKE DOING, I FEEL POWERFUL DOING.  I DON'T GET HUMAN-SPONGES/COUCH POTATOES.  EVEN SPONGE BOB LIKES TO PLAY. 

Monday, July 17, 2017

TANTRUM!!!!

I HATE GOOGLE.  IT KEEPS LOCKING ME OUT.  I HAD TO CHANGE MY PASSWORD BECAUSE I FORGOT THE CAPS WAS ON.  USUALLY IT WILL SHOW IT.  NOT GOOGLE. 

I'M FEELING HOT AND TIRED FROM ERIC'S MEMORIAL SAT-15.  IT WAS 105o AT 5 PM IN MY CAR IN CAMPBELL.  AND I DROVE HOME IT WAS STILL 95. 

I'M FEELING SAD HE WAS 6 YRS YOUNGER AND SUFFERED SO MUCH.  5 YRS OF CANCER IS HARD. 

JAPS ARE HARD ON SONS.  AND DAUGHTERS SUBBING FOR SONS.  ME. 

Thursday, July 13, 2017

THINKING OF MY LIFE

SO FAR IT HASN'T FELT WORTH IT. 

THE EXPERIENCES I'VE HAD ARE SPECIAL AND I'M SPECIAL AND IT STILL DOESN'T FEEL WORTH IT. 

THE CHILD ISN'T SATISFIED.  WHAT WILL IT TAKE TO FIND SATISFACTION FOR ALL THE SUFFERING?