Saturday, February 29, 2020

best day yet

TAKING MY TIME.  WOKE AT MY LEISURE.  HAD CATHARTIC DREAMS.  MITZI-MOM ASSAULTING ME WITH SHEARS, SPEARS, CHAINSAW ETC.  I AVOIDED INJURY CALLED POLICE.

I WENT TO DOLLAR STORE NEEDING MOUTH WASH.  I KEEP REMEMBERING AND FORGETTING I CAN GET IT FREE MEDICARE. 

THEN OFF TO SENIORS EXERCISE, WASH HAIR, CHARGED CHROME.  RENEWED IT DUE TODAY.  I THOUGHT ABOUT GOING TO SARATOGA LUCKY'S REALIZED THERE WASN'T ENOUGH TIME BEFORE AARP MEETING AND DROVE TO SAN JOSE.  I GOT THERE IN 10 MINUTES.  UNHEARD OF.  I DECIDED TO DRIVE TO SJSU MY OLD APARTMENT THEN PAST ERIC'S ALMADEN.  I FELT SO SAD IT WAS DIZZYING. 

I WENT 4TH STREET SCOPING IT OUT.  THE LANDMARKS ARE DIFFERENT.  I GOT THERE, TOOK 10 MINUTES TO FIND PARKING.  THE GARAGES ALL CHARGE.  I FOUND FLAMES RESTAURANT AND CHECKED IN 12;15 FOR 12;30.  VERY INFORMATIVE.  CHERI GOING THROUGH MY LIFE TAKING CARE OF MOTHER CANCER FATHER DEMENTIA.  OLDER SISTER YOUNGER BROTHER NO HELP.  DENIAL ALL AROUND.  DOMINI RECENT VALLEY VILLAGE RESIDENT HER 'FRIEND' TRYING TO DOMINATE ALL AROUND HER KEPT TRYING TO REEL ME IN.  I DIDN'T BITE.  EVERYONE ELSE BACKED OFF AS WELL. 

WE ATE STUFFED MUSHROOMS, FRUIT, VEGGIES, SPINACH DIP, FRESH TORTILLA CHIPS, CHICKEN BITES.  I ATE CELERY, PINEAPPLE, HONEYDEW.  JUST WHAT I WANTED.  THAT'S WHAT I LIKE BUFFET. 

I THEN WENT 99 SAN CARLOS AND SARATOGA LUCKY NO PEPSI SO I WENT LAWRENCE PENULTIMATE + CORDON BLUE+ COUPON COTTAGE CHEESE.  YUM.

I SORTED VITAMINS AND DVDS FOR TOMORROW CUPERTINO LIBRARY

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Friday, February 28, 2020

cathy called

she's doing good.  she got supervisor of team job with census 16 weeks.  look great on resume.  she wants to be a kids' substitute teacher.  i don't know. 

80 degree day.  like summer.  i went and picked up holds, ate my dinner beef lo mein.  too much beef maybe.  stomach ache.  or the chips i ate with huge apple.  so good. 

i called cathy back from the copy room.  i printed a copy of aarp card and requested a new card online.  i'm so proud of me.  i can take it tomorrow.  parking is validated by flames restaurant. 

sunday i'll go to cupertino return and recheck out secret . 


Thursday, February 27, 2020

MONK

I FORGOT THURSDAY MINI MARATHON.  I PLAYED PUZZLE ALL DAY, EXERCISED, ATE CREAM TUNA LUNCH AND DINNER.  GOOFED OFF ALL DAY, HURRAH ME.

I GOT IN CAR  7;50 A M, REMEMBERED I NEEDED GAS, WENT TO RECYCLE $14.24, ARRIVED SENIORS 8;30 LAST AVAILABLE SPACE. 

I GOT HOME 5;55 IN TIME FOR FINAL SUPERMARKET SWEEP.  WATCHED MY COMEDIES.  FEELING TIRED BED AND BECKER.


Tuesday, February 25, 2020

unconventional

i got to seniors 8;30 tons of parking.  today tax prep.  so i wrote out anthem dental and life.  i have no idea if i mailed vote.  doesn't seem to be home. 

inge gave me her lasagna i ate half at 4 and finished at 6.  a dark chocolate cherry cashew bar for dessert.

i puzzled 'til i got bored.  lunch i asked inge about picking up her recycle.  tomorrow.  i didn't feel it today. 

i exercised 3 pm after washing my hair i decided.  i'm still feeling restless.  it's like spring oh, what to be. 

ruth gave me 17 game pieces.  i entered them at seniors.  i went all day w/o nicotine.  i kept forgetting 'til i came home.  i have $52 still to use. 


at seniors.

i remembered tuesday taxes and made sure i got parking here early.  i have my papers together and i'll do walk in at library.  maybe because they do more returns they don't seem as nosy.  here it's proprietary.  so nosy and in your business.

ruth gave me 17 game pieces i entered.  mar gave me 2 i used.  rivermark has better pieces.

mercury retrograde has me feeling weird. 

tomorrow will be better.


Monday, February 24, 2020

most excellent

JUDY AND ROSE RIDICULOUS TRYING TO BUG ME.  JUDY GAVE OUR LEFTOVERS ROSE GAVE MONO PIECES TO MARILYN.  GERDA'S  A COWARD.  I THOUGHT SHE WAS OUTSPOKEN BUT SHE'S JUST A SAD PERVERT.  SHE'S AFRAID OF ROSE.  GERDA PASSED ME PAPER LITERALLY UNDER THE TABLE.

WALTER SHOWED UP SO I TALKED TO HIM 'TIL 3;30.  WENT TO CAMPBELL TO DROP OFF AND PICK UP.  OCCURED TO TO TO GO TO WESTGATE WALMART TO PAY BILL DUE 3 DAYS AND IT'S GONE SO I WENT TO SCB.   FROZEN FISH FILLET 19 OZ $2.84.  4 HEALTHY BPA FREE MICROWAVE PLASTIC PLATES .25 EA.

BAKED THEM IN PUCK AND ALMOST ATE ALL OF THEM.  YUMMY.  ALEX GAVE ME HIS SALAD.  I ADDED PINEAPPLE PIECES AND AVOCADO.

I JUST REMEMBERED THE LOADED CORN BREAD.


Sunday, February 23, 2020

hilo hattie aloha shirt

MY SECOND REAL PIECE MADE IN HAWAII.  I'M WATCHING JAMIE OLIVER 15 MINUTE MEALS.  HEAVEN.

MUST BE GEORGE'S INFLUENCE.  YESTERDAY HE WOULD HAVE BEEN 80.  HE HATED BEING NAMED FOR WASHINGTON.  HE SAID HIS MOM HAD NO IMAGINATION BUT I THOUGHT IT RATHER CLEVER.  MADE IT EASY TO REMEMBER HIS BIRTHDAY.

 I CAN WATCH MONKEES AT FIVE AND LOVE BOAT AT 6.  WOO HOO!!

I'VE ALWAYS MANAGED TO BUY WHAT I REALLY WANTED IF I REALLY WANTED IT.  MAYBE THAT'S REAL WEALTH.  BEING ABLE TO PLAN, SAVE, EARN WHAT I WANT. 


Saturday, February 22, 2020

PUZZLES

YESTERDAY RUTH GAVE ME 9 GAME PIECES.  I GOT 8 BY DOUBLING UP KETTLE CHIPS.

I'M HAVING MORE FUN.  FINISHED GREEN PUZZLE, HAD TERRIBLE LUNCH, DIDN'T CARE.

TODAY I GOT TO SENIORS EARLY, PASSED 3 YARD SALES DIDN'T NEED TO STOP.  HURRAH!

I EXERCISED AND WENT TO TARGET TO FIND SALAD LUNCH AND PAY BILL.  AT THE LIBRARY THE NEW LIBRARIAN RESET THE CHROME BEFORE CHECKING IT OUT AGAIN.  I HAD TO REDO ALL MY SETTINGS.  I STARTED FALLING ASLEEP AND DECIDED TO GO HOME FOR A NAP.  ST JUSTIN OPEN AND I FOUND NEW MARY KAY SHAMPOO AND ANTIQUE ENAMEL BUTTERFLY PIN/PENDANT $5.  TOMORROW 10 AM GRAND OPENING DONUTS.  IF THE 3X HILO HATTIE ALOHA SHIRT IS THERE IT'S MINE.  THE LONG $8 DRESS SOLD.  ANOTHER DRESS I DON'T NEED.

I COOKED SALMON, MAC CHEESE, LENTILS.  SO GOOD.  4 COOKIES BBQ CHIPS DESSERT.




Thursday, February 20, 2020

i'm hungry

I HAD SPAGHETTI AND CHIPS AND I'M STILL FEELING GROUCHY.   I DON'T KNOW WHAT WILL MAKE ME HAPPY. 

I TALKED TO THE LITTLE GIRLS FROM SCU.  THEY HAVE SO MUCH TO LEARN.  THEY'RE TEACHABLE.  I STILL FEEL BADLY.  SORRY FOR THEM. 

Wednesday, February 19, 2020

HOT IN SANTA CLARA

I'M HAPPY.  THE NICOTINE GUM IS WORKING GREAT.  I CALMLY PUZZLED TO MY HEART'S CONTENT.

I FORGOT THE CHROME AT HOME.  AND I FEEL OK.  I'M STILL A WINNER IF I FORGET.  I WANTED TO WEAR MY HOT PINK SILKS AND WHEN I PUT IT ON THE BUTTONS WERE WEIRD SO I CHANGED CLOTHES.  THEN WHEN I CAME HOME EARLY TO FIX IT IT WAS FINE.  I DON'T KNOW.

TOKI GAVE ME 3 NEW MONOPOLY PIECES.  MARILYN GAVE ME LEFTOVER CODE PIECES.


Tuesday, February 18, 2020

MANY DREAMS

WAKING OFTEN.  I'M FINALLY LIVING.

LUNCH WAS MEAGER AND FATTY.  AFTER EXERCISE AND NEWSPAPER I WAS GOING TO PUZZLE BUT TABLE FULL OF WASTERS SO I WENT UPSTAIRS AND COMPUTED.  I QUIZZED, POP POP, E MAILS.

ON TO BURGER KING TWO FER.  DOLLAR STORE I SUBSTITUTED CORN CHIPS AND STAXX, VIT D AND 2 CONES.   I ATE BOTH WHOPPERS AND CONES.  HAPPY CHILD.

MAYBE I CAN'T SLEEP BECAUSE I'M HUNGRY.  I WAS SKINNY AND UNDERNOURISHED.  MY FAT SISTERS. 


Monday, February 17, 2020

BECKER TV SERIES

1998 THE YEAR I BOUGHT TIMESHARE IN AUGUST FOR FOLKS NOVEMBER ANNIVERSARARY.   BUT DAD FRACTURED HIS SPINE FOLLOWING MONTH IN RENO ON ESCALATOR.

MITZI BOUGHT MOM AND DAD TWO BAGS FOR OVERNIGHT CLOTHES FOR SENIOR GAMBLING JUNKET.  DAD COMPLAINING ABOUT CARRYING MOM'S STUFF SO I SUGGESTED SHE CARRY HER OWN THEN SHE LIMITS WHAT SHE TAKES.  SHE'D ALREADY GOTTEN HER PURSE AND MONEY JEWELRY STOLEN PREVIOUSLY.

DAD INSISTED ON ONE DUFFEL WITH THE PENS MAGNETS KEY CHAINS FREEBIES AND MULTIPLE BOTTLES OF WATER.  HE PUTS IT ON ESCALATOR GUARDRAIL DESPITE WARNINGS AND AT THE TOP THE DIFFERENCE IN MOVING SPEED WITH THE STEPS CAUSES HIM TO OVERBALANCE AND HE FALLS BACKWARD STUCK ON THE STEPS WITH THE METAL TEETH GRINDING INTO HIS SPINE.  THEY SEND HIM TO THE DOCTOR'S OFFICE WHERE THEY HAVE HIM SIGN A RELEASE.  HIS OWN STUPID STUBBORN FAULT.  WHEN HE COMES HOME FRIDAY I SUGGEST WE GO TO KAISER TO GET AN XRAY HE INSISTS HE FEELS FINE.  SATURDAY THE SHOCK WEARS OFF AND THE PAIN STARTS AND PROGRESSIVELY WORSENS FOR THE NEXT YEAR DUE TO HIS REFUSAL TO DO ANYTHING BUT TAKE VICODIN.  HE DIES IN AGONY 8 AM SUNDAY MORNING SEPTEMBER 5TH IN KAISER.

I'M WATCHING THE ENTIRE SERIES.  LIKE DAD DR JOHN CONTINUALLY COMPLAINS RANTING AND RAVING.  HIS ONLY FORM OF ACCEPTABLE MANLY COMMUNICATION.  BUT HE'S GOOD AT HEART.  LIKE MY DAD I HOPE.  I DON'T KNOW.  I HOPE.

I JUST FINISHED FIRST DISC OF SECOND SERIES 1999 THE YEAR AND PROBABLY PLAYED ABOUT THE TIME HE DIED.

I GAVE UP CELEBRATING MY BIRTHDAYS HOLIDAYS.  STOPPED LIVING TO CARE FOR THEM.  I DESERVE ALL GOOD THINGS.  I MADE SALMON FOR BREAKFAST AND BAKED CORNBREAD AND BACON.  HURRAH ME.


Sunday, February 16, 2020

SECOND DAY

FINDING MY MISPLACED BOOK COST ME TWO NIGHTS OF SLEEP.  MY BACK SURGES WITH ENERGY WHEN I TRY TO RELAX.  ALL THE ADRENALIN FROM 13 YEARS OF EMERGENCIES WITH THE PARENTS.

I CONSIDERED GOING TO ST JUSTIN OUTREACH LUNCH AND AFTER EXERCISE AND FINDING CLEARANCE 20 OZ FROZEN SALMON I WENT.  THE THRIFT STORE WAS OPEN.  I DIDN'T FIND ANYTHING BUT OK.  LUNCH WAS MEATLOAF BAKED RUSSET FRIES CESAR SALAD ROLLS.  CHARGED CHROME AT LIBRARY.


Saturday, February 15, 2020

SHE'S BACK

I'M BACK AT SENIORS HAVING BEEN TO DOLLAR STORE.  DIDN'T HAVE WHAT I WANTED. 


Friday, February 14, 2020

CLAUDIA AND MEAN JANINE

I WANTED TO READ AND COULDN'T FIND IT FOR 4 DAYS SO I DECIDED TO CLEAN OUT CAR AFTER LOOKING ALL OVER HOUSE.  I FOUND SCRABBLE TILES UNDER COMICS LEFT SIDE OF LIVING CHAIR. 

I WENT TO EXERCISE THEN AARP FRAUD CLASS.  I SCORED 2 RFID RED/MOUSE CARD CASES, 3 WRIST WALLETS.  I'D BEEN THINKING OF BUYING PCH 15 DOLLARS.  I ATE WATERMELON, HONEYDEW, STRAWBERRIES, PEANUT COOKIE AND BROUGHT HOME 2.  STOPPING AT SV LIBRARY FOR COPY TO READ.  ZERO.  RENEWED EXPIRED CARD W/O ID AND CHECKED OUT HOT SECOND SEASON.  THOUGHT ABOUT LUNCH DECIDED I WANTED MAC CHEESE CHILI CORN I MADE AND ATE LAST NIGHT.  SO GOOD.  I PULLED UP IN DRIVEWAY, OPENED GARAGE DOOR, PULLED OUT BAGS I PUT ON BAKERS RACK.  I FOUND BOOK AND JEWELER'S LOOP I DIDN'T KNOW WAS MISSING.  I CLOSED DOOR AND PULLED ONTO STREET. 

DONE AND DONE.  SUNDAY ST JUSTIN MAYBE.


Wednesday, February 12, 2020

valerie dissed me

MONDAY I TALKED TO JESSICA AT LUNCH ABOUT PICKING UP MY SANDWICH AT 10 OR 12;30 BECAUSE OF AARP 10;30 FRAUD CLASS SUNNYVALE.  JESSICA SAID TO LET VALERIE KNOW SO I DID AND I GET THE LUNCH MUST BE EATEN IMMEDIATELY, CAN'T BE TAKEN OFF THE PREMISES OR THEY GET IN TROUBLE LECTURE.

SHE'S DEAD TO ME.

EVERYDAY SHE SEES PEOPLE TAKING MEALS AND LEFTOVERS HOME.  WHO DOES SHE THINK SHE IS. 

I'VE BEEN COMING HERE LONGER THAN HER AND SHE HAS THE NERVE TO LECTURE ME ON A LIE.


Monday, February 10, 2020

CHILD OF GOD

I WENT AND EXERCISED, WE WERE FIRST ROW LUNCH AND FIRST LEFT OVERS.  I GOT ROAST BEEF SANDWICH.  INGE LEFT EARLY.  SHE NEVER STICKS AROUND WHEN ROSE COMES.  ROSE DISSED ART WHEN GERDA TOLD ROSE TO GET ART EXTRA CHICKEN.  SHE SAID 'I'M NOT GETTING HIM CHICKEN.'  SHE ACTED LIKE IT WAS COMIN FROM HER PURSE.  IT WAS FREE.  SHE'S SO PREJUDICED AND STINGY.

I DROVE TO CAMPBELL PICKED UP 5 HOLDS AND THEN DOLLAR TREE.  I WAS HOME 2 PUTTERED 45 MINUTES AND NAPPED 3 HOURS.  I FOUND WENDSLEYDALE CHEESE IN TRUNK AND ADDED IT TO SALAD.  SO GOOD.  SO MUCH FOR WALLACE AND GROMMIT.


Sunday, February 9, 2020

FEELING GREAT

I'M A LITTLE SORE.  MAYBE I'LL GO SOAK OR STAY IN AND REST.  MY BOUND MUSCLES KEPT ME FROM MORE DAMAGE. 


Saturday, February 8, 2020

AT LAST

I'VE BEEN TRYING TO GET IN.  I MISTAKENLY GOT $60 FROM SAFEWAY.

I GOT FREE THINGS AT VALLEY VILLAGE 3 TARNISHED SERVERS, WATER AND SNACK COMBO, NEW XMAS TREE , DENTAL FLOSS.  FOR $3  A BRAND NEW MEN'S HAWAIIAN SHIRT, 9 DVDS, 4 NEW ROLEX DEMITASSE SPOONS.

I WENT AND EXERCISED AND SAW WALTER.  HE'S STUCK.  HUH, SO AM I.

I WENT TO MISSION AND CHARGED THE CHROME, READ THE PAPER.  I FINALLY GOT HOME 2 AND MADE LEFT OVER CHICKEN BROCCOLI FOR LUNCH.  I FINALLY ATE LAST GOOD EGG WITH SPINACH AND PARMESAN CHEESE FO DINNER.  I DON'T KNOW WHERE I PUT WENSLEYDALE CHEESE.


Friday, February 7, 2020

RESTLESS CHILD

I SOOTHED MYSELF WITH DVD.  SLEPT 'TIL 8.  JUST ARRIVED SENIORS.

I'M TUCKERED OUT.  I EXERCISED AND REFRAINED FROM SPEAKING.  VERY WEIRD LUNCH.

ROSE MUST HAVE BEEN THE UPPITY 'PORTAGEE' HER WORD IN HAWAII AND HATES ASIANS.  THEY WOULDN'T HAVE PUT UP WITH HER QUEEN OF THE WORLD ATTITUDE.  SHE TREATS ART AND I LIKE SECOND CLASS CITIZENS.  LIKE ALMETA.


Thursday, February 6, 2020

AVOID STUPID

I TRY TO NURTURE MYSELF WITH THE BEST, I DESERVE THE BEST. 

GERDA WAS DISRESPECTED BY ROSE.  ROSE GAVE ELSIE FIVE DOLLARS TO BRIBE ELSIE TO PLAY BINGO.  SHE'S NEVER OFFERED MONEY TO GERDA AND HAS ASKED GERDA FOR MONEY.  ROSE PREFERS ELSIE.  ELSIE IS SO GOOD AT PLAYING DUMB.  THAT'S HOW SHE ENDEARS HERSELF BY MAKING OTHERS FEEL SMART.

NEENER NEENER.  ROSE WILL DISRESPECT ELSIE TOO.  IT'S WHAT SHE DOES BEST.  ROSE IS ALREADY SO JEALOUS OF INGE AND MAURICE.  ROSE ASKS EVERYONE TO HELP HER.  MONDAY ROSE TOLD VALERIE THE MENUS WERE WRONG AND VALERIE ASKED ME TO CHANGE IT FOR ROSE.  ROSE WOULDN'T TALK TO ME SO GERDA ENDED UP FILLING OUT 5 BECAUSE ROSE KEPT SCREWING UP.  ROSE GETS OTHER PEOPLE TO DO FOR HER SO SHE CAN BLAME AND CRITICIZE THEM.

THAT'S WHAT GAVE HER DAUGHTER CANCER.


Wednesday, February 5, 2020

i'm ok

I'M LOVING MAKING THE DAY MY OWN.

I ARRIVED SENIORS 8;44 AND LOTS OF CLOSE PARKING.  EXERCISED AND WAITED FOR BOOKMOBILE 10 MINUTES EARLY.  DIDN'T FIND ANYTHING TURNED IN BOOK AND DVD.

AND HERE I AM.

FREE.

8;30 I'M HAVING HOT CHOCOLATE AND CHIPS.  THE FREEZING TEMPERATURES AND HOT CHOCOLATE REMIND ME AT 16 I USED TO MAKE DAD AND ME HOT CHOCOLATE AND HOT BUTTERED TOAST TO WATCH TV.  ONE NIGHT I HAD AN IMPORTANT TEST TO STUDY FOR AND MADE DAD HIS SNACK AND WENT TO STUDY.  HE WASN'T HAPPY EATING WITH MOM AND MITZI BUT I HAD TO STUDY. 

NEXT MORNING I WENT INTO THE DINING ROOM AND MY FISH AND 10 GALLON AQUARIUM WERE GONE.  I PAID FOR THE TANK, FILTER AND LIGHT MYSELF.  I ASKED MOM AND SHE TOLD ME DAD PUT IT OUT ON THE FREEZING PATIO.  WHEN I LOOKED OUTSIDE THE FISH WERE MOTIONLESS.  THEY'D BEEN OUTSIDE ALL NIGHT.  HE TRIED TO KILL MY INNOCENT FISH.  MOM KNEW AND NEVER SAID A WORD TO ME. 

I FILLED A BOWL WITH WATER AND SCOOPED THE FISH INTO THE BOWL NOT KNOWING IF THEY'D SURVIVE.  MY HANDS BECAME RED, SWOLLEN, INCREDIBLY PAINFUL AND USELESS.  I TOLD MY MOM I NEEDED TO GO TO EMERGENCY AND SHE SAID NO I JUST HAD MY GRANDMA'S RHEUMATOID ARTHRITIS.  NO BLOOD NO EMERGENCY.  I HAD TO EMPTY THE AQUARIUM BY BOWLS FULL TO MANAGE BRINGING IT BACK IN THE HOUSE. 

I WAS DISAPPOINTED IN BOTH PARENTS.  MY MOM DIDN'T SUPPORT ME AND MY DAD BEHAVED LIKE A SPOILED CHILD.  I NEVER MADE HOT CHOCOLATE AND TOAST AGAIN.

MENTALLY, PHYSICALLY, SPIRITUALLY WOUNDED.


Tuesday, February 4, 2020

SO GOOD

JAMIE OLIVER COCONUT BAO.

                   ONE CAN COCONUT MILK IN PROCESSOR WITH BLADE.  USING SAME CAN 2 CANS SELF RISING FLOUR PINCH OF SALT.  PROCESS TIL COMES TOGETHER.  DIVIDE 8 INTO MUFFIN PAPER.  STEAM 10-15 MINUTES.

Monday, February 3, 2020

FUN

I WOKE 7, WATCHED HOT IN CLEVELAND, GOT TO SENIORS 9 AND LOTS OF PARKING.  ROSE MARIE WAS ALREADY THERE WITH MARILYN SO I EXERCISED EARLY. 

INGE DIDN'T SHOW UP SO LUNCH WAS ROSE TALKING AND TALKING AND TALKING.  FOR SOME REASON SHE ASKED ABOUT THE DANCES TUESDAY AND THURSDAY AND NEEDED TO SAY THE 'ORIENTALS' HOGGING ALL THE MEN AS THEY WALKED IN THE DOOR.  SHE MUST HAVE REALLY BEEN A WHORE TO RESENT MEN NOT CHOOSING HER.  SHE HATES US.  ART'S NOTICED TOO.  HE WAITED UNTIL SHE LEAVES TO GIVE ME THE NEWSPAPER OR ANYTHING ELSE.  ONE DAY IT WAS A MUG.  HE TOLD ME HE COULDN'T GIVE IT TO ME IN FRONT OF HER OR HE'D NEVER HEAR THE END OF IT.  AND I DON'T CARE.  I THINK THAT'S WHY SHE HATES ME IS I DON'T CARE.  I MUST PRAY MORE POWER TO HER.  MORE POWER TO ALL OF US. 


Sunday, February 2, 2020

COOL, VERY WINDY

EXCITING.  I DIDN'T GET MUCH SLEEP BUT A LOT OF REST.  ALL THOSE YEARS OF PUSHING MYSELF, THE CONSTANT CRITICISM JUDGMENT FROM MY FAMILY FEELS LIKE IT'S BLOWING AWAY.  I CAN RELAX.

I DROVE LEISURELY 9;45 TO COSTCO GAS NO RECEIPT.  I PLANNED ON GOING DIRECTLY TO WALMART AND DETOURED TO ARQUES' 24 HOUR FOR SHOWER.  SUCH LOVELY STRONG WATER PRESSURE BLOWING MORE TROUBLES AWAY.

SURPRISING AMOUNT OF TRAFFIC.  USUALLY SUPER BOWL SUNDAY NONE.  I MISSED RANCH ROAD AND TOOK SECOND EXIT DIRECTLY TO PHARMACY ENTRANCE.  STORE IS PACKED FLOOR TO CEILING.  SURPRISINGLY CROWDED.  I FOUND BACK BRACES AND TOOK TWO TO COMPARE.  THE NUMBERS IN THE CATALOG HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH BAR CODES SO PHARMACY CLERK SAID NOT THE RIGHT ONE.  I ASKED HER TO TRY AND IT WENT THROUGH.  THEN ON TO REGISTER 7 FOR NICOTINE GUM.  BOUGHT 1 BOX 170 PIECES.  I'M SAVING $50/MONTH IN SMOKES

SUCCESS. 

THE LANDSCAPE HAS CHANGED HORRIBLY.  IT'S SO UNPLEASANTLY UGLY TO DRIVE


Saturday, February 1, 2020

HURRAH

I'M FREE TO DO WHAT I WANT.  I'M BINGE WATCHING SEASON 4 HOT IN CLEVELAND AND EATING SOUP. 

I MADE OK CORNBREAD IN MICROWAVE.  TASTES OK.  WAY LESS TROUBLE IN MICROWAVE.

I CONSIDERED DOING BANKING AND DECIDED TO DO IT MONDAY.  TOMORROW GAS, 24, WALMART, MAYBE ST J.  IF I FEEL LIKE IT.

I AM BLESSED.