CAME BACK TODAY. HIS DAD SR DIED 10/23. HE'D BEEN IN O'CONNOR'S FOR A WEEK WITH ANOTHER UTI. SO JR NEVER EXPECTED IT. I WAS SO GLAD TO SEE HIM. HE'S ME IN ANOTHER FORM. HE''S BEEN DOING IT FOR 30 YEARS. IF HE CAN LEARN HAPPINESS I'LL HAVE SUCCEEDED. I DON'T KNOW WHY I BELIEVE THIS BUT I DO.
HE'S OBSESSING. I TOLD HIM IT'S NORMAL. HE'S BEEN THROUGH A TRAUMATIC EXPERIENCE AND IS SUFFERING PTSD. HIS BRAIN IS IN A LOOP TO TRY TO AVOID FUTURE DANGER, IT'S JUST THE WAY OUR BRAINS WORK. AND HE'S 'IF ONLY'-ING. STILL TRYING TO SAVE HIS DAD. I TOLD HIM IT'S NORMAL. I WENT THROUGH IT. AND THE ONLY WAY TO GET PAST IT IS TO GO THROUGH IT. OTHERWISE STAY STUCK.
HIS SISTER REFUSES TO HELP HIM. SHE'S CONSISTENT. I'VE BEEN THERE TOO.
I RECOMMENDED HE FOCUS ON WHAT MAKES HIM HAPPY. IT'S HARD WORK, TAKING A LOT OF SELF CONTROL AND STRENGTH.
I RECOMMENDED BLOGGING TO GET IT OUT OF HIS HEAD. AND THEN BE ABLE TO LOOK BACK AND NOT BE IN IT.
I TRIED TO LURE HIM TO DO MY YARD WORK AS SOMETHING DIFFERENT. HA, HA!
HE DIDN'T BITE. OH, WELL.
MAYBE I'M DONE. I CAN ONLY HOPE.
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