I plugged the chrome in crooked didn't charge 46%.
I remembered to get gas Coleman. went up from b-4 holiday.
just me and Walter today. Sunshine and Ruben and Walter gave me desserts. I got extra lunch. At noon 90 degrees Walter left early. 101 degrees in the shade at seniors lunch. 95 driving, 82 parking garage.
library volunteer old white female heard my Louise hates heaven. explains the world. rather serve in hell to keep others from entering heaven.
Louise is my consolation. looking for Real Foods corn thins sesame.
24 hour at 9 am #1 space. finished 9:30 on to B King 2 jr and 2 med fries coupon.
people litter due to feeling frustrated. I sat through 2 cycles waiting to turn left on Olive.
Sunny #1 all day shade at 10:08 am. last shade. I considered sewing lab but nah, I don't feel like working.
5:40 finished 750 pc sewing 7 cats puzzle.
tylophora indica. I'm feeling much better.
I went to 24 at 10 am then Citibank. maybe gasoline tomorrow.
seniors and central today. keeping my appointments. lunch banh mi not as good roll no gravy. I got extra and I gave lackluster coleslaw to Walter.
I drove to back parking gave Toki all the fruit. no seniors this week.
Martha security asked permission for me to use the staff elevator since central broken. and she looks like she lost 10-15 lbs. I bought Beatles Revolver for $2.
wheel- fuji apple-CORRECT
Saturday I stood outside talking to Melvin in the wind and the fuzzy pollen has locked my sinuses. my forehead is on fire.
I'm blessed to rest. so good.
I ate candy to cheer myself so I'm stuffy. post nasal drip. my drug of choice sweets and chips. 1 bag.
watching Biography-Cat Stevens, Dolly Parton.
I made mac and cheese comfort food. tuna avocado on toast. I'm taking care of myself.
to get over the trauma and drama. it's been 27. dad's last month my sisters tortured mom, dad and I. they suddenly took an interest in goading us. mom going to Tahoe leaving me with dad then the chiropractor appointments leaving him tortured in pain mom and I had to experience helplessly for a week. finally killed him in Kaiser.
then their broken promises to mom to take care of her. she died of a broken heart not heart failure. no wonder I still sad. they tried to evict me for 8 years. harassing me 'til I retained an attorney. complaining I was costing them money.
listening to 432 Hz Alpha waves. quite nice. you tube just wanders. and I wonder. it's working.
3 pm Melvin brought me 2 bags of low salt Safeway chips. MIRACLE. I shared my dad's last month alive.
I'm no longer alone.
Gohan has been working/playing for the city since 16, intern. ideal job. PAID TO PARTY. Gail and Gohan put on festivals, celebrations. I started his Ironman puzzle. Gail brought 2 he had to bring 3 he wants back.
like Eric Karaoke Kids. still hard physical work hauling electronic equipment before computers.
I got extra baked beans the only tasty part of lunch and lots of sweets. peach soggy, cookies, pastry. the sloppy turkey was bony and bland. soggy coleslaw. people celebrating Labor Day.
MeMe came to visit. Nob Hill has her working mgmt 't
Wheel food and drink-QUICK BITES. Thursday bonus puzzle.
Yippee!! I picked new puzzle, put away his repeat choice. 500 piece Garden Path. and I finished it.
lunch was not good. I decided I wanted chicken wild rice with extra can chicken, avocado, celery. and 2 toasted English muffins. I could easily eat a dozen.
wheel bonus puzzle and page at odds.
I'm having nightmares of child abuse waking me. I'm trying to see it through love.
the angry child wants to wipe everything away. get rid of everything. everybody dad, mom, aiko. mit came after. throw away the bad memories.
Walter took off early so I could sit and wait for extra lunch. Fred and Toki left earlier.
annoying man ex came w/his lunch so I finished the puzzle and left. he gave me permission to choose the next puzzle and commented I was almost complete. I couldn't find my blue bag. I walked downstairs and upstairs he was sitting on it. such a jerk. last week he made an issue of moving my keys on the chair arm and today he sat on my bag. I went downstairs and charged my devices listening to Louise.
I was home 3 pm. had strawberry quick, cooked an egg and added pickles to leftover bibimbap.
I could dance. my heart is light. I haven't felt this good since a child before they dragged me into their muck.
I'm loving the glitter puzzle. how I can make myself happier.
I soaked and stretched. I cut my nails. a huge undertaking trying to reach my feet. so stiff and sore.
lunch was OK Walter showed up a little better. he heard me. I let X off the hook so he continued cheating. Fred and Toki took off. I came upstairs to digest lunch and play puzzle 'til 6. went to Mission library to return movie and college Safeway. I walked store deciding on Monday special $6/8 piece chicken. I got half fried half roasted. cake pieces on baker cart tagged $2.50 I was charged $3.99 so I wanted to return it. they refunded my $3.99 and gave me for free.
lunch spinach, egg, blue cheese avocado English muffin.
found the library books. reading to return. I'm watching movie King Ralph John Goodman, Peter O'toole.
preparing for next month. listening to Louise relaxes and automatically aligns me with my best life. I'm slowly and surely finding the life I want.
onion avocado 2 egg omelet b'fast. I feel OK.
8 am didn't know what I wanted to do I got into the car and drove to 24. I didn't know if I wanted to swim so I took a suit. Yes, I soaked, stretched, cooled down 'til 9 back to the best shower stall.
St Justin 9:43 someone left some individually wrapped Taiwanese Chung Hsiang Foods Ind.Co.Ltd. sesame milk crackers delicious. online maybe at 99 Ranch on Wolfe, Cupertino. box of fresh veg I found celery, potatoes and a plastic bag of ginger. man in line officiously says he'll check to see if it's still good like I'm incapable of determining, I decline his "help". old me would have placatingly handed it over to see it disappear. Sandy seemed glad to see me. Robert on the QT thrift store is reopening.
I wrote Life check, assembled Citibank 100, Bartolo 70. glad I went to the bank of Safeway.
I completed 210 piece 9 X 11 Dowdle personal puzzle in an hour.
and it's raining. It wasn't raining at home. just overcast. I'm loving today and fear is lurking. Walter is reminding me.
I puzzled 'til 9:30, showered, lunch Fred cancelled fish. Hilde came over to discuss Walter's behavior yesterday. I explained his PTSD and he's giving us a hard time too. just me and Walter. he was unreasonable and obsessive I had to keep interrupting his retelling yesterday over and over. he left early. I waited for the 3rd cart of today's left overs. The first 2 carts had 2 days left over salads. left 12:17 to college Safeway for Friday $5/5 waters. home by 1 pm.
so relaxing to enjoy my life. TYGJ.
spent an hour sorting 3 flats of fruit and washing car windows. I guess it rained. Toki and Walter concurred. Nah Young lost Walter's lunch. he's not processing his PTSD by my standards maybe his own. he's refusing to feel his feelings. not good for anyone.
my phone is doing weird things. cutting me off, strange recordings. 20% chance of thunder showers. maybe the weather.
so lovely cool 20% chance of thunder showers.
I finished 480 puzzle 11 X 13. one from Gail. first one took me 2 days. learning curve and smaller puzzle.
Walter coming out of the fog. he's feeling more and not letting it leave
Toki brought me faux crab, cornbread crisps.
I dreamed of feeling loved and wanted by family. not my real family. all my favorite TV programs have chosen family. Leta including me supplies the love I lost at 4 yrs old when we moved here.
Walter was happy Fred was at lunch. I told Toki and Walter I thought Fred said he'd skip yesterday but no one else remembered. Walter is recognizing his dad's impact on his life.
Lovely air conditioning. I sorted fruit. Toki was driving to Gilroy so I took her fruit, left ripe half at seniors.
couldn't find my keys went back to seniors looking for them they were in the car, fell next to drivers seat. scared myself.
I went to Nob Hill Raley's found soup, blueberry almonds, corn cakes. $5 Monday Gorton's frozen fish I cooked using microwave sandwich crispers. 2:30 min/patty. cooked all 8.
home 7:30.
the 11 hour Louise recording is working. 8 am #4 parking space at 24 hour. best shower coming and going. banana b4 workout and after.
last shady parking at St Justin. perfect family day. Walter and Beverly, Oliver son. Leta and Victor from Seniors. I ate 6 pancakes butter 4 sausages and lots of pineapple strawberries honeydew.
library copy room reading Wodehouse online. 4 pm 90 degrees too hot to go home. 80 degrees at noon.
I prepped my supplements,
decided I wanted Glucosamine and Areds. I went to CVS 9 am, St Justin lunch 10, Sunny $tree front door parking (never before) AA batteries and 2 back up Gluco.
Sunny Library 11 am my favorite shady parking spot.
my favorite charging chair I discovered Sunny hot spot can be charged by chrome book USB port. comes up ethernet.
I'm reading PG Wodehouse online Gutenberg.org Sea of Troubles contemplates suicide. Dad's 9/5 death coming up.
5 pm finished 2 puzzles. suddenly decided Dollar tree dinner and ice cream dessert. Woo hoo!! jeopardy and wheel.
