Still feeling the universe is out to get me. All those 18 childhood and 20 adult years caring for negative, abusive, toxic parents and siblings take so much energy to expunge.
No wonder I feel exhausted. Constantly reprogramming the feelings that surface. I am infinitely grateful I'm feeling and dealing.
So the subconscious is out in the open. And scary as the Bogey man is I'm a capable, strong adult now.