I DON'T KNOW-STILL SHAKEN-See Adult

FALLOUT FROM TRAUMA-SAW AIL SATURDAY 1-2.

I THOUGHT I WAS OK.  YESTERDAY IS A BLUR.  I'M GLAD I WROTE ABOUT MY FEELINGS.  I'M FEELING SURREAL.  I WENT TO SAVERS AND LOST ALL SENSE OF EQUILIBRIUM.  I CALLED T TWICE.  HE WAS WORKING?  I SOLDIERED ON TO SAVEMART FOR MY FREE BACON CAESAR SALAD.  I GOT HOME AND RESTED.  I ATE THE ENTIRE SALAD.  IN TWO STAGES.

I SUSTAINED SO MUCH ABUSE.  THIS A.M. THE FRONT DOOR WAS AJAR.  WHEN IS A DOOR NOT A DOOR.  WHEN IT'S AJAR.  LUCKILY IT'S BEEN RAINING AND WARM.  IT WOULD BE JUST LIKE A TO HAVE M CHECK UP ON ME.

I HAVE TO BE CARE FULL NOT TO ABUSE MYSELF.

I HAVEN'T BEEN SLEEPING SOUNDLY.  OR MAYBE I'VE BEEN WAKING WHEN DISTURBED.  MORE LIKELY GIVEN THE PAST HISTORY OF MY SISTERS.  GASLIGHTING MAY BECOME A HABIT.  THEY DID IT TO MOM.

YESTERDAY THE SIDE DOOR WAS UNLOCKED WHEN I GOT HOME.  SHE LIKES ACTING SNEAKY AND THINKS IT'S SMART.

IT MAY NOT BE ME.

WELL, TODAY OR TOMORROW I CAN GET MY FREE CHILI'S MEAL.

SOMETHING TO LOOK FORWARD TO.