Sunday, May 22, 2016

BAD MOM-SUNDAY


BOTH MY SISTERS LIE AND STEAL BECAUSE OF THEIR ROLE MODELS. 

DAD APPROPIATED (STOLE) WHATEVER HE WANTED.  MIT'S THIEVERY.  BOTH PARENTS WERE PHD'S IN INSANITY.

I WAS LUCKY (BLESSED, THERE IS NO LUCK, ONLY KARMA) TO HAVE BABAN TO LEARN FROM.  I HAVE BETTER CHOICES.  I CAN BE MYSELF NOT MY PARENTS. 

BECAUSE MOM NEGLECTED AND ABUSED ME I DON'T IDENTIFY WITH HER.  MY UNIVERSE DOESN'T INCLUDE HER.  I HAVE TO SHUN CRAZY L.(MY SISTERS).  I WENT TO SAFEWAY YESTERDAY TO GET FREE PROTEIN BAR, HOTDOGS AND $5BOSTON CREAM STRAWBERRY CAKE.  CRAZY L WAS AT HOTDOGS, I RAN AWAY. 

I LEARNED TO SEW OR I'D HAVE LIVED IN RAGS.  NEITHER OF MY SISTERS ARE SELF SUFFICIENT.  THE DIFFERENCE FOR A SELF ACTUALIZED LIFE.  ABUSE.

MY LIFE IS SOOO DIFFERENT.  TODAY I WENT TO THE GYM AFTER CLASSICAL STRETCH.  I WAS GOING TO WEAR MY FLIPS AND CHANGED TO MY BOOTS.  TYGJ.  SAW AN ESTATE SALE AND LOOKED AROUND.  THE BACK YARD WAS DUSTY AND DIRT.  I FOUND NOTHING. 

I DECIDED THEN TO CONTINUE TO THE MAIN LIBRARY TO RETURN DVDS.  I FOUND LAMP AND TUPPERWARE.   AND HAD LUNCH AT ST. JUSTINS, WON $3 AT BINGO.  COVERS MY PURCHASE. 

MY LIFE IS SOOO DIFFERENT.


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