AND I LOST IT, OR MISPLACED IT. AT LEAST I FOUND MY PAPERS. I STILL HAVEN'T FOUND THE CARDS.
T CALLED AFTER SRS, BBB, AAA, TO SAY I STILL HAVE TO BE HOME FOR THE SKYLIGHT. THAT'S WHAT HE'S BEING PAID FOR, SO I DON'T HAVE TO DEAL WITH IT. AT SOME POINT YES, NOW NO. I GET TO CHOOSE. I'M NOT A GROWN UP YET. POSTPONE, PROCRASTINATE.
AND GOD STILL LOVES ME.
I CALLED SCOTT AND HE NEEDS WEEK+HALF TO FINISH TWO JOBS.
THIS NEVER ENDING REPAIR IS DAD ALL OVER AGAIN. DAD ALWAYS DID WHAT HE WANTED NO MATTER WHO HAD TO SUFFER.
I'm sleeping a lot.
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