Friday, February 9, 2018

SO MANY TEARS

TOO MANY TO CRY.  I CRIED SO MUCH WHEN CONFRONTED WITH THE FACT MY PARENTS ANS SISTERS BETRAYED ME ALL MY LIFE.  I MISTAKENLY THOUGHT THE DEATHS OF MY PARENTS WOULD USHER IN A NEW ERA OF RESPECT BY MY SISTERS AND WAS BITTERLY DISAPPOINTED THAT THE MONEY GRUBBERS JUST WANTED ME DEAD TOO.

ALL I KNOW IS ABUSE.  I DON'T KNOW HOW TO HAVE A HEALTHY HAPPY FAMILY.

I'VE BEEN SO FOOLISH.  I CAN'T BE STRONG AND HEALTHY WITHOUT THE TRUTH.

WHEN I CAN WITHSTAND THE TRUTH I WILL INDEED BE STRONG.  AND HEALTHY.

THE GOOD THING ABOUT BEING SICK, ON THE EDGE OF DYING IS MY NAILS AND HAIR DIDN'T GROW.  I NEVER HAD TO CUT THEM FOR 8 YEARS.  NOW I'M NORMAL.


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