THIS A.M. THE SECOND THING TO GRAB MY ATTENTION. MY BACK BRACE RACK BENT AND DUMPED ALL ON THE FLOOR. I HAD IT LOADED WITH CLOTHES TOO. IT TOOK MAYBE FIVE MINUTES TO SORT, REARRANGE,AND MOVE ON.
LAST NIGHT THE CAN OF TOMATO SAUCE IN THE FRIDGE FELL ON THE FLOOR. I ALWAYS WATCHED MOM GET SO UPSET WHEN SHE DID THINGS LIKE THAT. I NEVER UNDERSTOOD WHY. IT SPLASHED ON MY DRESS, THE BOTTOM SHELF, THE FLOOR. I USED NAPKINS TO CLEAN THE FLOOR, WASHCLOTH FOR THE DRESS AND SHELF. LESS THAN TEN MINUTES. I MADE MY DINNER. I WAS HUNGRY AT 5. I ATE SPAGHETTI, ROASTED CHICKEN, MUSHROOMS, WITH COCONUT YOGURT FOR DESSERT.
I SPENT THE DAY AT SRS WATCHING NOTHING BUT TROUBLE DVD AND RELAXING. I REMEMBERED I WANTED SMOKES FROM WALGREEN'S. DROVE HOME.
I'M LIVING MY LIFE. A SMALL BEGINNING BUT MINE. NOT LIVING ACCORDING TO HABIT. NOT ANYONE ELSE'S LIFE. FORGING MY OWN PATH. NO, FORGING IS THE WRONG WORD. DISCOVERING MY BLISS.
MY LIFE BELONGS TO ME.
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