today's dad's deathiversary. of course i feel sad. i've been feeling sad and then when i think i remember. my body remembers. taking care of him for ten years through his decline, wrecking my back not having the training to carry him when he couldn't walk. the panic, drama, endless, sleepless care taking.
so many trips to emergency the doctor recognized me when i went in for treatment.
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