DUE TO PASS c.5 PM. BIGGER THAN EMPIRE STATE SKYSCRAPER. 3.5 MILLION MILES AWAY. COULD EXPLAIN FEELING WEIRD ED OUT.
I FEEL LIKE STAR WARS. LIFE BEING A BATTLE. I WAS MORE HONEST AT 8. I HAD TO LIE TO MYSELF ABOUT MY FAMILY TO BE ABLE TO TOLERATE LIVING. I ALWAYS THOUGHT OF MYSELF AS GRUMPY. AND YET PEOPLE LIKED ME. MY FAMILY NEVER LIKED ME, BARELY TOLERATED ME AND ACTED AS IF I WERE A CHARITY FROM THE GOODNESS OF THEIR HEARTS THAT NEVER EXISTED.
MY THEORY ABOUT EVOLUTION HOW THE EMBRYO GOES THROUGH ALL THE STAGES OF INSECT, REPTILE, MAMMAL AND HOW SOME PEOPLE EMERGE NOT QUITE HOMO SAPIENT. THE ZODIAC COVERS THAT. IT TAKES INTO ACCOUNT THE DIVERSITY OF TYPES. THE NOT QUITE MAMMAL, THE PREDATOR OR PREY. WARM OR COLD BLOODED. HOW WE WALK AROUND IN MAMMAL BODIES YET BEHAVE LIKE OTHER SPECIES. THE US THEM SEPARATION.
HOW I SPRANG FROM THEM I'LL NEVER KNOW. OR MAYBE I WILL.
FIGHTING WITH MY FAMILY ACTUALLY MADE ME CRY. AS UNUSUAL AS THEY WERE THEY LOVED AND RESPECTED EACH OTHER. I DON'T HAVE TO WATCH THE DOCUMENTARY ON THE REAL FAMILY. THE OLD ME WOULD HAVE HAD TO COMPULSIVELY TRACK IT DOWN.
I WENT TO CARL'S JR FOR $2.99 GUACAMOLE DOUBLE CHEESEBURGER AND STOOD IN AN EMPTY STORE FOR 5 MINUTES WHILE THE CLERKS IGNORED ME SO I LEFT AND WALKED TO LUCKY'S GETTING MY FREE PC 10 OZ COLD BREWED MOCHA COFFEE, BOUGHT $50 PANERA GIFT CARD FOR 1000 POINTS AND FOR $2.56 ATE .32 OZ DELICIOUS CHILI CHICKEN EATEN AT MISSION. I COULD SLEEP HERE. 72 o. OUTSIDE 87. I'M ATTEMPTING NEW ONLINE STUFF. WISH ME LUCK.
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