Sunday, December 1, 2019

9-5

I'M WATCHING 'MOM'.  I LEARN EVERYTHING GOOD FROM TV.  I'M A MIRACLE I'VE SURVIVED AS SANE AS I AM.  MY SISTERS CARE ABOUT THEMSELVES AND THEIR SURVIVAL.  MAYBE THAT'S BETTER FOR THEM TO ONLY CARE ABOUT THEMSELVES.  MY PARENTS TAUGHT THEM THAT AND MAYBE IF THEY'D LOVED ME I'D HAVE LEARNED TO LOVE MYSELF.  I DON'T KNOW WHAT THAT'S LIKE.

WE ARE OUR OBSERVATIONS.  I'M TERRIFIED.

I STARTED LISTENING TO SECRET CD AGAIN.  IF I'M FEELING TERRIFIED I MAY AS WELL GIVE MYSELF A REASON.  I CAN FEEL IT WORKING ON ME. 

I WENT TO G2 IN THE RAIN 2;30, I CHECKED $TORE AND WAS HOME BY 4;30.  I MADE LINGUINI AND HOT DOGS WITH THE BEST SAUCE; RIPE OLIVE CHUNKY. 

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