Friday, May 1, 2020

ATE TOO MUCH CANDY

I FOUND ELMER CHOCOLATES AND ATE THE ENTIRE BOX LAST NIGHT WOKE 4;30 STOMACH ACHE.  WATCHED DUCK SOUP FELL ASLEEP.  I HAVE HUNDREDS OF MOVIES TO WATCH.  CBS IS BRINGING BACK SUNDAY NIGHT MOVIES. 

I WENT TO CHASE AND WONDER ABOUT CHECK TO CITIBANK.  I WOKE THINKING OF THE DETAILS.  MY FAMILY TRADITION OF PERFECTION AND DOING IT RIGHT.  STAR ONE CLOSED.  I CAN GO TO CUPERTINO OR USE ATM. 

I DIDN'T FEEL LIKE BREAKFAST AND HAD ONE OF THE MANY ENERGY BARS I'VE SAVED I GUESS FOR NOW.  LIKE THE BOXES OF ANTI BACTERIAL WIPES I SCATTERED THROUGHOUT THE HOUSE.  USEFUL NOW.  WHEN I BOUGHT THEM I DIDN'T BOTHER TO THINK OF WHY.  NEVER ENTERED MY MIND.  INSTINCT.  I'VE BEEN SURVIVING ON INSTINCT A LONG TIME.  MAYBE MY ENTIRE LIFE.  I'M SO GLAD MY BRAIN IS MORE DEVELOPED.  KIDS HAVE A HARD TIME.

LIFE WILL ALWAYS SEEM DYSFUNCTIONAL BECAUSE EVERYTHING CHANGES.  UNLESS CONSTANTLY ADAPTING LIFE BECOMES IMPOSSIBLE TO MANAGE.

BEFORE COVID I SEEMED ECCENTRIC AND NOW I FIT RIGHT IN.  EVERYONE'S QUIRKS ARE SHOWING.   COVID THE GREAT EQUALIZER. 

ONLY HUMANS CREATE INEQUALITY IN THE MIND.  INEQUALITY IS UNNATURAL.

1972 'medusa touch' movie of novelist richard burton has jet liner crashing into skyscraper like 9/11/2001.  lee remick psychiatrist.


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