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I DID MY GAMES ON THIS LOVELY COOL OVERCAST DAY.  YESTERDAY WAS 90. 

MY LATEST CONCERN IS THE WATER FILTER.  I NEED NEW.  I'VE ALWAYS HAD EXTRAS.  THIS IS NEW FOR ME.  RUNNING OUT OF SOMETHING I NEED.  THAT'S WHY EVERYONE RELIED ON ME WHILE DENIGRATING ME AT THE SAME TIME.  THAT INGRATITUDE PRECLUDED THEM GAINING ANY BENEFIT.  AND I'M NO LONGER THE RESCUER.  I USED TO FEEL OBLIGATED TO HELP WHENEVER AND WHERE EVER.  I'M NO LONGER AN ALL DAY SUCKER.  I'M FREE.

I CALLED TOM TO WISH HIM HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SAID HELLO TO DELLA AND WHEN HE ASKED IF I NEEDED ANYTHING I ASKED IF CVS HAD BRITA FILTERS HE OFFERED TO GET 4 AND DROP THEM OFF.  I DON'T HAVE TO GO TO COSTCO OR ANYWHERE ELSE UNLESS I CHOOSE. 

A LADY CAME TO THE FRONT DOOR ASKING FOR CACTUS.  I SAID SURE AND SHE HANDED ME 10 DOLLARS.  HALF MY BRITA FILTERS.  I THOUGHT OF CATHY BUT LAST TIME I SENT MONEY SHE DIDN'T ACKNOWLEDGE SO NO. 

I'M EATING AS MUCH AS I CAN IN AN EFFORT TO RESET MY METABOLISM.  I WENT TO ARQUES PANERA 2 SANDWICHES TOMORROW.  AND I SENIORS.  I ATE AN APPLE AND ORANGE.