at the library

I'M STILL LEARNING TO BE GENTLE WITH MYSELF AND HOW TO HAVE FUN. 

I SAT IN MY CAR 40 MINUTES DECIDING WHAT I WANTED TO DO AFTER EXERCISING AT SENIOR CENTER.  I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT I WANTED TO DO OR EAT OR ANYTHING SO I SAT WITH MYSELF AND DIDN'T JUDGE.  A FIRST.  I DIDN'T FEEL GUILTY OR LAZY OR ANYTHING. 

I'M GETTING THERE.  OR HERE.

I WATCHED A MOVIE AT LIBRARY, ATE JUNK FOOD AND I'M OK.