SENIOR TOM WAS PONTIFICATING AT PUZZLE TABLE. KATHLEEN WAS LIBRARYING. SHE SAID THEY DIDN'T REALIZE THEY WERE INCONVENIENCING ANYONE. I TOLD HER THEY DID AND THAT WAS ONE WAY OF GETTING ATTENTION. SHE TRIED TO TELL ME TOM WAS MENTAL. I TOLD HER I TRIED TO TALK WITH HIM AND HE DOESN'T WANT TO TALK ONLY LECTURE. HE'S NOT MENTAL ONLY SELFISH. HE'S JUST LIKE MY DAD AND I KNOW HOW THAT BEHAVIOR ENDS UP. THAT THEY TRY TO ANGER AND IRRITATE PEOPLE TO INTERACT WITH PEOPLE. IT GIVES THEM THE ILLUSION OF CAPABILITY/POWER. MAYBE HE IS MENTAL.
THEN WALTER AND WALTER CAME ALONG. SHE TRIED TO ENGAGE ME IN GOD AIN'T IT AWFUL. I SHARED MY INFORMATION. SHE DIDN'T KNOW. DOESN'T REALLY CARE, WOULD RATHER GOSSIP AND CONJECTURE.
I GAVE AWAY THE FRUIT TO HELEN AND TOKI, TOOK MY TIME, WENT TO CHASE, I CONTINUED TO ST J. I GAVE THEM BAG OF AVOCADOS GUAVA, SUSAN GAVE ME TWO X 4 YARDS FABRIC PURPLE FLORAL, KITTIES. I DECIDED TO DRIVE TO MISSION C U. I DESERVED SCOTT MC D KIDS MEAL $3.27. HOMESTEAD MC D $4.03. $.76 MORE. CAME HOME.
I DON'T KNOW HOW TO LOVE MYSELF. NO ONE'S EVER LOVED ME SO I DON'T KNOW WHAT THAT'S LIKE. I'M TEACHING MYSELF.
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