WHEN I AWAKEN I FEEL DESPAIR THAT THE WORLD IS AGAINST ME FROM WHEN MY FAMILY WAS AGAINST ME.
AS A CHILD ALL I REMEMBERED WAS DESPAIR. WE CAME TO CALIFORNIA THE SUMMER I WAS FOUR FROM ALL THE FAMILY THAT LOVED AND WANTED ME. IT SEEMED COLD. IT WAS COLDER THAN HAWAII. I HAD NO ONE TO LOVE ME.
THEN GOING TO SCHOOL PEOPLE LIKED ME. I HAD HOPE. BUT WHAT WAS FAMILIAR WAS JEALOUSY, RESENTMENT, ANGER, INSANITY SO I GRAVITATED TO THAT AND I AM WILLING TO CHANGE.
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