WALKMAN

SINCE THE RECEPTION ON THE CHROME BOOK IS IFFY I CAN LISTEN TO MY WALKMAN CD PLAYER.  I CAN'T CONTINUE TO EXPOSE MYSELF TO THE NEGATIVITY OF MARILYN AND HELEN.  STRESS I CAN AVOID.

THE HEALING SELF BY DEEPAK CHOPRA CATALOGS THE DAMAGE OF STRESS IN STAGES.  I'M JUST HUMAN.  I'M SO BLESSED.  I CAN DEAL WITH IT.  I HAVE TOOLS.

WATCHING ERIC AND NOT BEING ABLE TO FIX HIS LIFE WAS LIKE WITNESSING MY FAMILY.  MORE STRESS.  HELPING OTHERS IS HELPING MYSELF BY LOWERING MY STRESS.  WHEN I CAN'T HELP WATCHING SUFFERING IS HARD.

I WANT EVERYONE TO FIND HAPPINESS.  EVERYONE HEALTHY.

MY IDEAL.  I'LL SETTLE FOR ME BEING HAPPY AND HEALTHY. 

WHEN I WAS A CHILD I NOTICED HAPPY PEOPLE ARE KIND.  UNHAPPY PEOPLE ARE CRUEL.  IT JUST MAKES SENSE TO LIVE IN A KIND WORLD.

12:3- EVELYN CAME FOR A VISIT. I THOUGHT I WAS SEEING THINGS.  HUGS ALL AROUND.  SHE AND GEORGE WERE MY GOOD PARENTS.  I WISH IT WAS POSSIBLE FOR HER TO LIVE IN TWO CITIES.  SHE WAS SO ACTIVE BEFORE.  I LOOKED UP SHINGLE SPRINGS ON THE MAP.  UGH.