I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT THE DREAM MEANS. MAYBE NOTHING.
I'M FEELING SAD. MOM AND DAD TRIED TO RUN AWAY FROM IT. THAT'S WHAT THEY TAUGHT ME. IT DOESN'T WORK.
ADDICTION IS ALL ABOUT TRYING TO CONTROL AND AVOID FEELINGS. BY FEELING THE FEELINGS THEY EVAPORATE, DISSIPATE, DISAPPEAR. WIPE THE SLATE CLEAN.
GOOGLED ORINDA. NAMED FOR KATHERINE PHILLIPS 1 JAN 1631-22 JUN 1664. 'THE MATCHLESS ORINDA.' WIKIPEDIA 'THE IDEAL FEMALE WRITER VIRTUOUS, PROPER CHASTE.' NO CONSENSUS ON MEANING. GOLD OR TREES.
OFTEN COMPARED TO APHRA BEHN 14 DEC 1640-16 APR 1689. WHO SEEMED TO HAVE MORE FUN.
MY LIFE WAS A LIVING HORROR TRAGEDY TOTALLY CREATED BY PEOPLE IN DENIAL. THE FASCINATION WITH FRANKENSTEIN. MAN MADE MONSTERS.
I DESERVE MORE FUN. NO EXERCISE.
LUCKY'S IS 3 X POINTS SO PICK UP LUNCH AT SARATOGA. WHAT WAS I THINKING PAYING $8/LB. I GOT ROAST TURKEY AND HAM. $3.20 NOT MUCH. MIX VEG .99. I MADE NOODLE SOUP TURKEY AND VEG SOUP HAM.
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