THE WORST

AILEEN LIED ABOUT DAD.  SHE TOOK THE WORST OF MOM AND DAD TO SURVIVE BEAUTIFULLY IN THE MATERIAL WORLD BY LYING AND USING PEOPLE.  MOM TRAPPED DAD TO USE HIM LIKE AILEEN TRAPPED LARRY.  LIKE WILLY TRAPPED ME.  DAD USED MOM TO PROTECT HIMSELF FROM THE WORLD TO REMAIN A CHILD.  LIKE I WAS DOING LIKE HIS MOM WAS DOING.

TOM IS MOM.  HE WANTS ME TO TAKE HIS PLACE WITH DELLA WHILE HE PLAYS WITH DEANA.  I HOPE HE CAN FINALLY BE FAITHFUL TO DEANA.  OR ANYONE.

MY DAY OF REST PRODUCED IMPORTANT INSIGHTS.

I FEEL COMFORTABLE.

I HAD AN OK DAY.  I WENT TO $AN CARLOS FOUND VITA D, WAI LANA CASAVA CHIPS, SHASTA GRAPEFRUIT, GOLD BINDER CLIPS.   DIDN'T FIND ANYTHING AT DOLLAR TREE WENT TO CIRO AN HOUR EARLY AND WAS DONE BY 4.  CAME HOME TO REST.