WHO, HOW DO I WANT TO BE.

NEXT DOOR FIREWORKS WOKE ME 12;15.  I WATCHED DVD'S FELL ASLEEP WOKE 7.

I'M STILL FEELING SAD, ABANDONED, BETRAYED BY MY FAMILY.  MAYBE THEY COULDN'T CONTROL THEMSELVES IT STILL HURTS.

I'M WATCHING THE SECOND DAY OF TWO DAY TWILIGHT ZONE MARATHON.  VERY DEPRESSING AND JUVENILE.  SO MANY THEMES SAD, DEPRESSING, SUPERSTITIOUS.  THIS AND ONE STEP BEYOND WERE MY FAVORITES.  I WANTED BEYOND NOT JUST GOOD ENOUGH.

I PUT IN NEW BATTERIES AND DROVE.  I ENDED UP $STORE NOT KNOWING IT WAS OPEN.  BOUGHT CHIPS AND CHOCOLATE.  OWNER SAID SHE MISSED ME.  I EXPLAINED I'M SHOPPING DIFFERENT TIMES DUE TO POOL CLOSURE.  ON TO PANDA LISTENING TO CD.  DOUBLE IN CAR.

MMMMM.....GOOD.  ATE GOOD.  DRANK WATER AND MADE CHOCOLATE TURMERIC.  I ONLY HOPE IT'S PURE.  I ADDED CHRISTMAS STICKERS TO WATER BOTTLES.

HAPPY AGAIN.

EVERY DAY FEELS LIKE A HOLIDAY.  I DON'T KNOW WHAT DAY OF THE WEEK IT IS AND IT DOESN'T MATTER.