Friday, October 29, 2021

doing from love

doing from guilt shame anger yields a shaky result.  resentment colors the work.  pollutes the result.  if physics tells us anything Einstein stating the observer affects the outcome is supported.  logically speaking infinitesimal physical energy is transferred.  

infinitesimal psychic physical energy as yet not measurable (the machines to track and record not created yet)  electro-magnetic field energy.  the energy felt by prey animals when targeted by predators.  

creating making from love results in satisfying nurturing feelings of self love.  newton's law of equal opposite action reaction physics.  

right side of my skull is hurting.  probably from whiplash contra coup injury sustained 2014 fall when my right leg collapsed and i hit the ground i.e. concrete front porch apron.  i lay there 10 minutes wondering if i should call 911.  eventually i was able to pick myself up and continue 7 am.  i went to Kaiser gave me a cane.  

Oct 30-sat i went Maria safe way looking for free sanitizer gym 2 safe way and inventory clerk checked stockroom none.  at least he tried.  soaked in the tub stretching resting.  cut my nails dressed slowly.  went back to safe way to use rest room remodeled 1 at a time.  to woman waiting i remarked if everyone got vaccine we could get back to normal and she believes in paranoid chipping, lab created conspiracy.  scary the people walking around.  i considered my options-i could go to sv or cup library, opted for 5th safe way on a quest.  bought clearance sanitizer dollar 40.  sat and thought.  mailed insurance and decided to drive home to rest.  

remembered to call register for back seminar.  called toke thanked her for lead and rolls from cost co.

Oct 31-i forgot it's Halloween.  ok i'm obsessed with the broken gutter.  i waited 'til 9 am to cut the tree branches using the pruner and stick saw i taped together with masking tape.  it was too hot and sunny after 10 minutes.  i picked up fruit.  my arms are no longer itchy or swollen from the vaccinations 5 days ago.  hurray!!  i want to go to soak in the tub i know i don't want to drive.  i don't feel like changing work clothes.

as is i drove to lucky's 1 mi tons of free teddy's ginger ale, clearance pork bits, 2 bags almonds 3x points.  and i'm done.  

watching celebrity wheel makes me laugh happy!

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