i went to st just after seniors supposed to rain tomorrow. picked up groceries and black partition bag and hooded sweatshirt. dropped off at home. i ate lunch at library quietly in car listening to healing. i went in to use computer for panda survey and ordered gum and h2o2. success. i hope.
feeling tired and anxious. mom ate lunch every fry day with coworkers and dinner out with dad. i cooked dinner and cleaned house since i was 8. i was the mom. no wonder i reminded men of their grandmas. ex married me to take care of him while he played too like mom. i'm feeling tired and anxious. the first thing he did was quit his job so i could put him through college.
home at 3 i sorted food. planned on giving away half like i don't deserve it. i do. i totally deserve all life's good.
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