Friday, August 19, 2022

i love they wave me in gym 3

picked up freebie $4.49 o s cranberry watermelon 100% juice.  i forgot my suit so showered leisurely.  

trunk a mess organized fruit, laundry.  seniors 8:30.  waiting on spirit.  puzzled, then stepped watching my show.  shared with Trudy how mom dad ex stuck in past.  today's daily word forgive.  i release the past move forward.

feeling sad.  came home to note on door re yard fire hazard like i'd choose to live like this.  just like my sabotaging sisters causing trouble.  mom died of broken heart from lies.  while dad alive in hospital both sis assured mom she had homes with them.  i knew different and suggested house trade not sale.  neither wanted her and made excuses.  so she died here.  i tried to keep house for sister mom wanted to have but they're afraid mom died here.  and if not for my back i would have been gone from them forever.  i bless and send them love.  

feeling motivated i called Michael @ Walmart ordered supplements and Ray wanted back brace.  no light weight equate i ordered copper fit twice price.  we'll see i may like it.  delivered by tomorrow in stock at store.

i considered going to sunny to return movies and the Big 5 store and target sunflower seeds but i didn't watching 77 sunset strip and Rockford files, Hawaii 5 0 instead.  toke came by with sushi 6:30.

i'm feeling my feelings.  processing letting go.  addiction avoidance so much easier.

stayed up checked emails 9:12 Walmart delivered 4 of 6 items at 9 pm.  i'm amazed.

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