Sunday, August 28, 2022

Eric was my twin

he lived my life as an actual male.  i asked his dad Frank the day after he died ( i didn't believe he was dead so i thought connected and he was dead) why when he was about to retire he said he didn't want to travel was done arguing had lived through WW 2 survived his 442 experience and sacrificed himself for Eric who always felt survivor's guilt.  

i've carried so much sadness.   toke dropped off nijiya market kimpira.  supposed to be healthy full of msg.  

i feel like i've been awake forever.  i let chrome run down to 8% and shut down.  i restarted and charging.  format is weird.  

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