so weird. i didn't realize i want calm peaceful more than anything. maybe why people follow trump thinking he's big daddy going to take care of everybody. and why gorge is so pushy. we have the rest of our lives and beyond.
today is mine. i'm watching movies. eating, sleeping, pooping, like a big old baby. this is a test of doing what i want. the old me 'people please r' would jump to do what everyone else wants, sacrificing my Self. i was raised conditioned to sacrifice myself the scape goat
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