Saturday, May 13, 2023

mom's 22 death birthday everything in bloom just like when she died

well tonight.  I did wash 9:30 at lawrence lucky's like when i was so sick and alien broke the washing machine, oven etc.  so many horrible memories of pain humiliation disrespect.  2 load machine $3.75.  more like one.  filled one pillow case.  trunk empty.

11:30 sitting upstairs at central parked under the library with pantry groceries.  and i'm calm.  talked to chris, saw sidney.  wow no pressure.  diamonds are made by pressure but i'm a squishy human not just carbon.  listening to healing while blogging.  copy of doc m 9 listed available in catalog but not on shelf.  i asked to check in back hurray!  she found it.  At home i put away groceries and hung wash.  i'm amazing.  

i ate pineapple cake and slept 4-6.  i watched 'galaxy quest' 3 times during the day 3 different stations.  heaven.

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