watching King of Queens 2003 TV

I woke so angry without a clue.  the threats of murder and hate were so common from mom, an every day occurrence, I stopped noticing.  my depression came from cutting off my feelings to survive emotionally intact if crippled.  the threats on the show are acting w/o the venomous hatred directed at me.

a miracle I'm as sane as I am.  'tho my sisters who deny everything would probably disagree.  generally disagreeable.

the mass shooters 18-25 white men are already dead inside with nothing to lose.  they kill the innocent they envy.  

I fell asleep, woke 7:30 am, dressed and soaked at seniors.  still plenty of parking.  walked Sprouts just in case, picked up lunch St Just and walked library sale.  I'm getting plenty of exercise.  

TV got me through 2003 Kaiser exploratory surgery, more sisters' betrayal, disrespect and denial.  

I figured out I would click on 2025 to view all the blogs.  I walked the book sale.